Jul 6, 2019
thinkin about dynamics between my ocs
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thinkin about dynamics between my ocs
💭 bastián x edgar
I understand why Nathan is so drawn to you. Even I had a hard time saying no to your offer. I know you said it was only sex between you, but I can tell he really does care about you. I hope you don't throw away that friendship once the physical aspect is lost.
∗ 17﹕ a text during a breakdown / panic attack . Bastián 🥸
[user: E. Wayne] I can't sleep my mind just keeps coming back to the possibility that once we're finally together Nathan's going to realize how miserable it is to be with me. Aside from being broken, I'm overly emotional and sensitive, I cry too much, I have effeminate hobbies and interests, I get nervous about PDA and being openly gay, I'm a nervous wreck in general, I push my nose into other people's business when they don't want it, I'm boring and whiney, I'm older than him and not very attractive especially now with my scars, I've gotten out of shape during recovery so I can't even have that going for me. What could he ever see in me? He'll realize he made a mistake that I'm not worth the effort or energy and that Christian was right and I'm too much for anyone to ever love
[user: E. Wayne] Oh my god. This was meant to go into a word document fuck. Please please please ignore this. I beg of you. Don't tell Nathan, please. I'll do anything.