🐑 for a nickname my muse calls yours
she no longer has a nickname for him, though christian existed as ‘ son of a bitch ’ in her mind for a long time after their break - up. when they dated she’d use the occasional ‘ baby ’ or just use his full name. max has never called him chris and probably never will.
🍵 my muse will reveal one of their biggest regrets
she will actually reveal 2 considering they’re sort of similar. max regrets kissing kc and hooking up with jamie, simply because she adores them and wants to be their friend and now feels as if things could’ve been easier, more natural with them had she not been so unhinged lmao. with kc it’s always been simple, he’s hard not to like, but sometimes max still feels like she maybe blurred some lines that shouldn’t have been crossed. she’s secure with kem, but perhaps there’s a small, just the teeniest tiniest part of her, that can’t help but wonder what if ?
when it comes to jamie their friendship has never come completely effortlessly even if they’ve been in each other’s lives for a long, long time. max worries that jamie feels that she used him, and she worries that this will somehow stain their friendship and that he’ll never let her all the way in because of this.
long story short max just thinks she would’ve been closer to both of them had she not let her heart act faster than her head.
🌙 for what a normal day looks like for my muse
max can sleep for days if given the chance, but she also loves long mornings and usually tries to get up around 7 am regardless of whether she has plans that day or not as it tricks her into feeling more productive than she really is. more often than not she fails though. she has a big breakfast because it is the most important meal of the day then she’ll pack her own lunch ( and sometimes trip’s ) and head to work. get home, make dinner, watch a movie, listen to music while she reads or writes. goes for a late night walk every evening. has sex with kem. takes a shower. goes to bed <3