you need to use what you are going to use. not any of us. bye.
i'm so fucking scared

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you need to use what you are going to use. not any of us. bye.
i'm so fucking scared
tonight i might write smth new for the counselor series!!!
when u have ur first driving lesson in a week and ur freaking out but u did this to yourself so u have to go through with it
Im fucking scared, I’m in my last year in my degree and I feel like I might have to drop out and hide out for a few months. I can’t fucking do this, I can’t fucking go to school everyday and pretend this shit isn’t happening. I am in a constant state of awareness of conversations, peoples actions and interactions with each other. I am preparing myself for some shitty racist person to do some shitty thing, just waiting, insh’allah I don’t witness the hatred in front of me.
Scared
I'm so scared right now like everything is so quite and my house makes a lot of noise cause of the air conditioning and it freaks me out !! I just want the sunlight to come out already and it doesn't come out for another 2 hours !!
Scared Shitless!
So I was on this creepy blog looking for scary shit and there was an audio clip of a laughter/cry reversed and it was hella scary, I listened to the whole thing but kept in the only earbud after it was over, then I kept scrolling to find a really flashy yet creepy as fuck gif that changed to a whole bunch of different pictures and of course gifs have no sound, but eventually I heard laughing, distorted sounds of laughing and I thought to myself, "wtf? The audio clip is over..right?" And to my surprise it was, so still hearing the strange distorted laughter which seemed to get louder, I yanked out the earbud out of my ear.... That didn't work either! So I jerked out the headphone jack from my device, all the while not exiting out of the app nor scrolling away from the gif. Thinking to myself maybe that'll work. THAT DIDN'T EITHER! So I finally pressed the home button and turned it over face down so I didn't even see the screen. I kept moving around and trying to situate myself on my bed cuz I was still startled and hearing the laughing. It eventually stopped after I yelled my moms name to see where she was. Cuz I thought she was in the living room with the tv on. I was trying to convince myself that something else made me think that. But.. But no. My mom. Was in her bedroom. And the tv wasn't even on. No one was in the living room. And my room is closest to the living room. So whether I came across a haunted ass gif, my mind had an overload of some sort, or I am not alone.
And we are all fucking scared to let people down. Everybody feels like they're not good enough, since they transform the person they love into Gods. Obviously, it's natural to feel like you're not good enough, but if the person likes you back, just believe that they love you for who you are and not for what they think you are. They won't try to change you, because they fell in love with every single flaw you have.
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