Tired of wasting my time
Did you ever question yourself. Why am I here? Does the internet playing with my mind? Do I feel like a do because of all this internet shit and social media...I mean how many of us feel ill or the need to speak up about what happening to you. Seriously it is super toxic for us all.
Like okay, I get it, all lives matter, our emotion matter to and its important to know ourselves, im the first that will encourage this...but it gets stupider the more we look at it. We becoming product with this internet bullshit, with the etiquette/price tag or whatever of black, lgbt, queer, witch, suicidal, survivor and ALL OF THIS ETIQUET, what does our parents say about it? It all in our head. Yeah its! And, Its my head.
With all this internet bullshit and cellphone shit everything know about everything. Stop sending your life and wasting your time fuck! Yeah you will feel like a depressive peace of trash because ypu do nothing all day except crying on the internet expecting more notes EVERYBODY DONT CARE ABOUT YOU STOP PRETENDING THAT YPUR EGO IS IMPORTANT BECAUSE YPU ARE NOT LIKE EVERYBODY GOVERNMENT ARE SHIT, INSTITUTION ARE SHIT, THE WAY WE ARE THINKING WITH CAPITALISM AND POWER TRIP AND IDIOTIC IDOLATION TRIP YOU ARE ALL STUPID TO THINK THAT ITS WORTH stop looking at ypur fucking screen in hope that it will change something, you're stupid if you act like that.
Go gardening some plants to save the bees and have your own
Start doing your diy you're keeping for later, in hope you have time, instead of wasting
Become independent, learn about herbs, nature, yourself.
If you want to know yourself stop crying about it on the internet in hope it will change something, learn about psychoanalyst and do the opposite of your bad habits fuck its not drink water-eat well (not junk food)-try to sleep or read instead of looking out your freaking notification (no they dont care, they just using useless concept to feel something with there emotionless face)-laugh (not fake laugh that last for not even 1 min, but the one you cant stop and you almost wanna cry because you didn't laugh like that in a while)-go outside, yeah it rain, yeah the sun is not necessary their, but fuck, our earth suffer and need love, not pesticide or garbage, be hollistique and analyse what you see, and dont look up for the machine, they are just there, by our fault, to destroy ourselves
If one day you want to see aliens (they will more destroy all of us, in my opinion, because we are all idiot with big big big ego that cant understand or see a thing before its obvious -.-) or whatever, learn to love what you have, not to plead for more object that juste waste real happiness and destroy what we already have.
You have so much more to learn and live before being, look at trump, is always on social media, does that make him more intelligent, same for the Kardashian or any of the superstar.
I dont want to destroy our world as it is, im an artist, i want to do the best movie ever made, but yeah fuck our society to idolize America, or any media, real thing, REAL GOOD THING are tiny, from local little artist all around, maybe poor, out of resources, out of money or internet, and he does better then us all because he have only himself and his sorry for my bad English
Sorry if i insult but fuck you are all looking in the wrong hole, with stupid people that just want to destroy everything...
I repeat myself but go outside, eat well, stop looking at internet and go outside sleep well and learn to live without the syssteme, because now you are wasting your potential, your time and your life and its not worth fuck internet - fuck tumblr - fuck facebook - fuck instagram - fuck messenger - fuck capitalist - fuck price tag - fuck our society - fuck racism - fuck ignorant - fuck extremist (even the feminist/lives matter/militarist/proud lgbt, ypu make it worst then it is, yeah all lives matter ok! But jeez live your life and let the other live and educate everyone instead of obligatory search for the acceptance, people are stupid, and they will stay stupid, play there game and you will easily win, if you can make them think they doing what they want to do, but you will loose by being violent, even in your language, because stupid people are better in that game, think and be the more intelligent and mature, not the one that say the problem come from only one side -.-)
Im a proud white pagan bi girl queer with a tendency of being gender fluid, and what it change to your life, im not racist, im a feminist and it change nothing. I know who i am, i know what i need, my person doesn't change what you are so stop bothering each other and let people be and stop being on all this stupid site. My post is just to let thing out, my frustration, im not an exemple, but im tired and i find all of us stupid...do better and stop maybe i am enough stupid to come back...but now i will do better with my life...and stop wasting like you all