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XIOMARA.

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aesthetic moodboard // LILY + BELLANTHE

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hardest of hearts // sara + alex

summary: the waverider ends up crash-landing on earth 38 after a major, catastrophic malfunction. the deo swoops in to rescue sara @fullcfheart​ and the crew from the wreckage. sara lost her spleen and broke a some bones but still has time to chat an incredulous alex up, of course.

ALEX.

it's an unusual predicament but extra-normal nevertheless. a time-traveling ship with a distress call had reached out to them ... from another earth. so, j'onn tasked a team to navigate them as best they could while alex was given the order to lead a squad for recovery. the medical team is present, along with throngs of other agents, all preparing for the worst. alex waits for the all clear to head out, hearing the ship crash in the distance. she calls for move out, and then spearheads the mission, giving orders quickly and dividing her task force. approaching the ship, she found a door which several people help pry open, and then she calls out for those inside. "this is special agent alex danvers," she says as she gives a few more commands before meandering her way inside. "my team and i are here to help. captain lance?" she begins to search for the woman her sister had indicated, while dictating her squad members to collect sara's team.

SARA.

things were going wrong, okay maybe they were going a lot wrong. no one on the team knew what had happened. not even gideon. somehow they had managed to travel to a different earth while in the process of traveling through time. someone or something had shot at them just before they entered the time stream, having hit their engines sara had no one way of controlling the ship. or not enough for it to be helpful in any way. with jax's help they managed to send out a distress message to anyone who would be listening. luckily it just so happened to be the deo. once they made contact sara ordered the rest of the team to the back of the ship. it would give them the best rate of survival with the nosedive they were currently in. staying to pilot as much as she is able sara guides the waverider to the desert like instructed. moments later they crash into the ground and everything goes black. she is fully prepared for what comes next after all this isn't the first time that sara has died. a voice in the distance wakes her up but she still doesn't quite know what's going on. "here...in here..." sara makes a motion in order to get up but finds a rather large beam laying across her body.

ALEX.

while the majority of alex's unit goes to the back of the ship to tend to the majority of the passengers, alex takes a few agents with her to meet sara.  as soon as she arrives, she masks her concern.  "captain lance," she bends down to sara's level, remembering her sister's fondness for the vigilante turned time master. "sara," her name is spoken with the same degree of respect, though it's softer, encouraging. "we're going to get you out of here. your team's being taken care of, too," she smiles a little and reaches out to touch sara's shoulder. nodding the three men and one woman she's brought with her over, she eyes the beam. "try to lift that," she instructs them, hoping that they can muscle just enough of it off of sara so that alex can get to her. "carefully," comes her terse demand, to which they begin to do just that. "what hurts?" she begins to check what vitals she can (mostly her pulse and breathing). "i'm going to have to carry you out to the med team, but i need you to try not to move in the event of a neck or spine injury, okay? i've got you."

SARA.

eyes attempt to follow the agent though sara is having a bit of a tough time focusing. no it's not the pain something that she is very much used to. it's probably from whatever hit her in the head when they crashed. though if this turns out to be a hallucination sara is definitely going to try and dream of agent danvers again. focus lance now is not the time. a chuckle escapes her lips though it is strained. "so you're the sister i'm supposed to have a drink with. you've got a good wingman there danvers. i'm sure your team will take good care of them and if they don't well i'll hear about it later. best to keep them distracted." she smirks before a sharp intake of breath. well aware of what will happen when the beam is removed sara prepares herself for what is about to occur. most likely a good amount of internal bleeding but they have to be careful of her broken ribs as they could puncture one or both of her lungs. "there are a few broken bones and a nice bump on the head but i'm fine. the pain is manageable." for someone without her training they would most definitely be passed out currently. her breathing is a little ragged but that's to be expected. nothing can stop her though, not even death. "bold move danvers...." she pauses to catch her breath.  "trying to sweep me...off my feet already. did someone tell you i wanted my own knight?"

ALEX.

despite the severity of the situation, alex finds herself marveling at sara's words. had kara seriously mentioned alex when she'd hopped worlds to help another earth fend off invaders? she draws her bottom lip briefly between her teeth and lets out a humorous scoff. "incredible," though she's genuinely amused at kara's apparent off-world matchmaking, now isn't the time to reflect on it. they'll rehash that later, when sara isn't in danger of dying. "you're a tough one," she teases her lightly, knowing full well not to underestimate her. "if you weren't half conscious i don't think you'd even need me," alex assures her, keeping her talking while her team lifted the beam just enough. as soon as she can, she very carefully takes sara into her arms and lifts her, making sure to do so with the muscles of her legs. "something tells me you don't need a knight, captain," she maintains, nodding her team off to convene with medical as alex herself begins to very painstakingly follow with sara in her arms. "easy," she soothes, stepping out with sara to the waiting squad of doctors. "kara and i will be waiting back at the deo. hang in there."

SARA.

it isn't long before sara passes out from her injuries. sure she thinks that she is fine but no matter how much she can ignore the pain the fact remains she is seriously injured. luckily everyone else on the team isn't too badly injured. sara knows she made the right choice no matter what happens. hours later she wakes up in the deo after surgery, several stitches later and down a spleen. still groggy from the anaesthesia and pain medication her eyelids flutter open and closed a few times before sara comes to completely. blinking a few more times as she looks around the room the lights are super bright and it hurts a little. "special...agent danvers...my hero..." sara chuckles as she finally lays eyes on the woman.

ALEX.

kara is practically beside herself knowing that sara is injured, but alex keeps her calm---tells her that her vitals are stabilized, and the emergency surgery is going well.  truthfully, alex is a little concerned herself.  that had been quite the crash.  as tough as sara lance is, she wonders just how much stress her body can take. which is why alex hangs around the OR in scrubs and gear, but only as an observer.  she's there for the entirety of sara's procedure and, ultimately, when she wakes up.  alex is tasked with sara's post-op care by her (and, in some part, her sister's) request. so, when sara finally stirs, still affected by the cocktail of drugs she's been given, alex can't help but smile a little. "we'll see if you still think that after the medication wears off," she moves to stand at sara's bedside. "welcome back to earth 38, captain."

SARA.

"pain and i came to an understanding years ago agent. i'll be just as charming once they wear off. if not more." a wink and a smile. placing her hands at her sides on the bed sara pushes herself up into a sitting position. there's a brief flicker of pain as she does so, one deep breath and she is through it. "has your team been able to figure out what caused our crash yet? besides the obvious." kara had told sara a little bit about the deo's capabilities and also her sister's interest in all things science driven. a women with brains and brawn, how could sara not be interested. "or how we ended up on earth 38 for that matter. not that i'm complaining, you're definitely a sight for sore eyes."

ALEX.

"alex," she offers the name to her, feeling little need for formalities. kara insists that sara is a friend, and where alex is standing, it seems like she is. still, there's a comment in there somewhere to be said about pain being the one constant no one can escape, but it gets lost as sara sits up. "whoa, whoa... i get it; you're a badass, but please, i'm going to have to ask that you lie down, sara," her tone is a balance of seriousness and lightheartedness, as she goes to gently grasp sara's arm. "the easier you take it, the faster you'll bounce back," she reminds her, lightly rubbing her arm in a comforting gesture. "winn schott and a few others are working on it. they're on the right track. we should know any time now," alex is confident, though she's somewhat distracted by sara's inebriated flirting. it's cute... and hilarious. "they gave you the good stuff, huh?"

SARA.

"i take it kara didn't tell you how stubborn i am huh." she states matter of factly. "i was killed and was back at it within hours so this little problem here is merely a small inconvenience. i have to check on my team." sara doesn't miss that alex is now holding her arm, she just chooses not to scare the woman off. while alex is very much in charge here something about her gives sara a different feeling. while she is letting herself trust the deo to some extent sara needs to see everyone for herself. "i'm sure you understand alex." the iv and oxygen have to go. of course her actions will be met with resistance but sara will push through it. she is the captain after all and that comes with a rather large amount of responsibility. "i think they're probably giving me more than they should, not that i'm complaining but i've dealt with way worse with no meds at all. so yes you could say i am a badass. which is apparently your type." of course she has to slip that in there, it's necessary and sara wouldn't be living up to her reputation if she hadn't.

ALEX.

alex understands, probably more than sara realizes. truthfully, it would be hypocritical for alex to do anything short of sara's request. even so,  she does make a point to give sara a look before she walks around to begin the process of unhooking all of the tubes. "all right," she relents with a sigh. "lie back, then. at least let me remove your IV properly," once she's sure sara will comply, she unhooks her oxygen and then starts on her IV. though, she quirks an eyebrow at sara's remark. "my type?" she laughs, withdrawing the needle from the crook of sara's arm before placing a cotton ball and some tape on top of it. "was my sister playing inter-dimensional matchmaker?" alex plays it cool despite the fact that her heart rate has already skipped into a quickened pace. "there. i can take you to them."

SARA.

"see i knew i was gonna like you." with a casual smirk sara lays back as she is told though she can't help but admire alex as she does. "yes ma'am." truthfully this is the best news she has heard all day. her surviving was neither here nor there. making sure everyone is alright is much higher on her list of priorities. that and getting a drink with her new found hero. sara doesn't even flinch as the iv comes out though it is a relief not to be hooked up to all of these machines. "she may have mentioned you once or twice. or maybe you were all she could talk about when we were together." sara pauses before reaching out for alex's arm. she can overcome the pain but her body is still weak. "you're her hero you know."

ALEX.

"don't push it," it's mostly a false threat, but there's a bit of truth in the undertow of the assertion.  while alex certainly has her weaknesses for pretty girls, she also can't be bought when it comes down to the wire.  sara's charm can only get her so far. the sympathy points only come from being j'onn's second-in-command for so long. she knows what it feels like to be tasked with the lives of a squad of people, and she knows, too, the need that comes with wanting to see all of her team return home safe and mostly intact. "incredible," she decides at the mention of her sister, making a point to roll her eyes good-naturedly. "she did tell you i'm 'fresh off the boat,' right?" there's a bit of bitterness in her tone, though she knows it's largely unwarranted. "apparently that's a huge turn-off," she lets the subject drop on her end as she leads sara out of the exam room and in the direction of where her team's being held. most only had minor scrapes and bruises. her attention focuses mostly on helping sara navigate without too much pain. "don't all younger sisters have idealized views of their older sisters?" she diverts the compliment, if only because she's never been good at accepting emotionally charged ones.

SARA.

"yes ma'am." sara isn't dumb, she knows when to back off. plus she is slowly getting a read on the agent which is important. seeing where her boundaries are, how she acts under pressure. all of which have been very good so far. each step forward feels like a bit of a mistake, her stitches pulling at a fleshly opened wound. not that she'll admit that alex was right but she was right in this case. though sara has a duty which she has to carry out first. "she did but who cares? we were all fresh off the boat at some point. it doesn't bother me like it apparently bothers you." an eyebrow raises as she picks up on alex's bitterness. "but my coming out wasn't exactly by the book either and i'm a little more sexually fluid. which comes with its' own set of bullshit." judged for not being lesbian enough, judged for now being bisexual enough. sara knew the drill all too well. slowly shuffling along they eventually make it there. sara is pleased with everyone's condition, best outcome for a terrible situation. "to some extent maybe but that's kind of our jobs." she pauses then corrects herself. "her job." shaking it off sara looks back at alex. "but i'm starting to see her side of things."

ALEX.

alex continues to support sara, shouldering as much weight as she can to keep her stitches intact. she shouldn't be walking at all, but that point is moot. so, she does what she can to make it easier for her. "it didn't bother me, actually. it doesn't," alex seems a little bit reluctant to divulge the truth, but she figures why the fuck not? "i really liked this girl, and so i kissed her, and i told her, and she was really nice about it, but said that relationships with people like me don't work out. it's... fine." it more than bruised her ego, but she's slowly getting over it. her mind races ahead of the subject; anything to divert it from herself. "obviously i don't have a lot of experience with... the community, or whatever, but i've never understood that," she frowns. "for what it's worth, i've seen how kara acts around certain girls, and i'm pretty sure she likes girls and boys," alex smiled a little then and lets sara check on her friends. while she notices sara's slip-up, she doesn't take it too much to heart. "if only you knew me when i was younger. you'd probably disagree," she gives sara a humored look and begins to take her back to her hospital bed for the time being. "but thanks."

SARA.

she is in definite need of sitting down, not that sara would say anything though. taught to always push through whatever pain or anything else she was feeling. though there is only so much sara can control and she momentarily sways before steadying herself. "well first off screw her, if you want to make it work then you will. doesn't really matter if you've recently found out who you are or not. she obviously wasn't willing to take the chance which is stupid." she shrugs, sara does have some experience in this area. "i've been with women who are experienced but i've also been with women who are just finding out that maybe dudes aren't all they're cracked up to be. or as some have called it i've liberated quite a few women. all over time." there's a definite smirk at that thought. "eh fuck the community, they can be just as bad as everyone else. ya just gotta try and find the good ones." sara doesn't say what else she is thinking seeing as she agreed to take a step back. "she does, i just don't think she has quite realized it yet. she'll get there though. and if you're tryin' to make me feel better about it you don't have to. i am very okay with who i am when it comes to my sexuality. never been an issue really. there has always been more pressing shit to deal with." like trying not to die being a big one on that list. a sly grin appears on her face despite the pain in her side. "i think we have a lot more in common then i originally thought danvers. you've got some troublemaker in you don't you."

ALEX.

alex is finely attuned to physical injuries and their more vague symptoms.  she knows full well that sara is in no condition to be doing what they're doing, and yet, now that they are finished with the assessment of her team, she knows she can get her lying down. "liberated a few women?" alex laughs, because it's a hilarious thought. "i guess you can say this girl liberated me, in a way. we're still friends, emphasis on the friends," alex isn't as bitter as before. she really does like maggie, after all. better to have her as something than lose her entirely. though she does smile a little at sara's suggestion. "let's just say i've been arrested. more than once. and leave it at that," a sly look passes from alex to sara as she helps sara to sit and ultimately lie on her hospital bed. a moment goes by with alex hesitating, then she decides to just go for it. "i'm glad you're alive, and that your team made it out okay."

SARA.

"that's what some people called it, i just helped women realize that lesbian isn't a bad word. though i probably should have been a little more discreet back in salem. but where's the fun in that." a casual smirk plays on her face to hide the anger she still felt towards rip for sending her there. getting deemed a witch and then almost getting hanged was a bit of a sore spot for her. once in bed she can finally relax a little knowing that everyone is alright. sara waits as she is hooked back up to the many machines much to her dismay. small price to pay for surviving the crash though dying wouldn't have been the worst thing either. "you're not the only one who broke the law danvers but i've been doing it longer than you." a light chuckle escapes her lips while technically she isn't exactly on the right side of the law now she was much worse when she was younger. "i'm glad they're alive too. as much as we fight i kinda like having them around."

ALEX.

hearing sara say the word 'lesbian' with such ease made alex a little envious. she had only just gotten comfortable calling herself gay. she wonders idly if she'll ever be able to call herself a lesbian. she smiles a little to herself as she begins the process of setting up sara's IV and the rest of her vitals. "you're, what? two years older than me?" it's just a guess, because sara doesn't look that much older than alex. "but i'll take your word for it. i was just a directionless alcoholic," the past tense is a bit shaky, if only because alcohol is still a bit of an issue. but, she doesn't want to dwell on that. "i have a few of those myself," she says, winn and james coming to mind specifically. "they're a pain in the ass, but unfortunately it looks like i'm not just kara's older sister anymore." she rolls her eyes humorously, finishing her rewiring of sara's vital sign monitors and her IV. "can i get you anything? food, water?"

SARA.

sara isn't an idiot she is able to see the change in alex's demeanour when she says the word lesbian. "you'll get there danvers, just takes some time." it's an off hand comment, not meant to be dwelled upon. sara brushes it off and then attempts to get comfortable in the bed. which is quite a stretch for her. seeing as there are people everywhere. glass walls and all doesn't exactly lend itself to privacy. it's the fishbowl effect. "depending on how old you are that's probably a good guess. my dad was a cop at the time so he made a few charges go away when i was a teenager. minor things of course." for now she'll leave out the whole being assassin thing, murder isn't exactly the best first meeting talk. especially when trying to flirt with a beautiful woman. "i have some experience with alcoholics, looks like you're on the other side of it though. that's good, it can take a lot of work to get there." while she didn't have to deal with her father's alcoholism first hand there was laurel. another time sara didn't like thinking about. "i would much rather work alone but here we are." small chuckle leaves her lips. "water maybe? feelin' a little dry." plus it's an excuse to keep the agent around for longer.

ALEX.

alex doesn't really respond by way of sara's reassurance, but silently, she does appreciate it. "minor things," she smiles to herself and gives sara a look. by no means is alex judging but she has some questions about what constitutes 'minor' in sara's book. "i like to think so," she considers her assessment of her sobriety; it seems fair enough. "i probably still drink more than i should but everyone has their vices," alex shrugs. she likes alcohol---everything in moderation, after all. at sara's request for water, she nods, "all right." she leaves and ultimately returns with a cup of cold water and a separate cup of ice chips. "on the off chance that you and i share another bad habit," alex draws up a chair and sits in it backward, resting her arms on the back of it. "so, time traveling... what's that like?"

SARA.

"yes minor things agent danvers." a playful smirk plays on her lips. "let's just say i had an affinity for honing my skills as a vigilante long before i ever became one." best to leave it there. if alex doesn't know about her past sara would much rather leave it that way for as long as she can. "we all have our vices, i have one for booze too. but should probably try and keep it in check consider my family history." there's a small chuckle to cover up her sadness. "thanks." sara takes the cup from alex and then has a small sip. "it's full of surprises, turns out guinevere has a thing for the ladies but is totally badass too. and the fifties aren't all they're cracked up to be."

ALEX.

"hey," she holds up her hands in a playful, defensive gesture. "i'm not here to judge." she can think of a lot worse that she's done since joining the deo alone, but she purposefully doesn't linger on the subject. instead, she finds herself watching sara, a definite curiosity acting like a magnet.  there's something different about sara, something captivating that she doesn't quite know how to define.  in an effort not to stare too long, she lets her eyes move to her vitals and to activity outside the room every now and then. "wait... guinevere? as in, knights of the round table guinevere?" alex's mouth falls open in disbelief. "i thought she was just a fairy tale character," her eyebrows furrow as she smiles. "...and you... did you?" she catches her bottom lip again, eyes narrowing while she studies sara.

SARA.

normally she isn't so happy to share anything about herself really. sara keeps herself locked up tighter than fort knox but something about alex feels safe. even if she doesn't trust the woman yet, now that would be jumping the gun. can never be too careful even if she is supergirl's sister. having been betrayed one too many times sara keeps everything close to the vest. "that same guinevere, how do you think sir lancelot came about?" okay maybe this pushing her ego a little too much but it's always in the realm of possibility considering everything that happened. "behind every strong woman is another strong woman danvers. while king arthur had many positive attributes sometimes you just need a woman who can look like a princess but throw down better than any man."

ALEX.

alex had to think for a second, leading her eyes to narrow as she attempts to process what sara is telling her. sara lance... lance... lancelot. there's no way. there's honestly no way. her eyes shift back to sara, still narrowed. "did you... wait. are you lancelot or is there actually a lancelot but you upstaged him?" she grins, unable to stop the almost inhuman spread of the expression. alex smiles, certainly, but never this much. "i don't know that i'd have the wherewithal to time travel. i have enough problems in the present," she shakes her head, rests her chin on one of her hands. "i really respect what you do, what little i know. you fix time aberrations and other problems in the timeline, right?"

SARA.

sara can't help the smirk that starts forming as alex whether or not she is telling the truth. "well he wasn't there with king arthur but who knows. i haven't met him yet if he does exist." just keep stroking her ego and sara will never shut up. her smile is cute, definitely need to keep that going for as long as she can. "i thought the same but i was chosen because i was insignificant to history. that's why we are all chosen. pretty humbling experience." sara had long since gotten over it but a part of her still wishes that laurel had been chosen instead then she'd still be alive now. "yeah we fix the aberrations caused by the legion of doom. yes i hate the name but this is what happens when you leave a bunch of men in charge."

ALEX.

alex is pretty impressed, but she's loathe to admit that forthright. so, she just keeps that furtive smile going, rolls her lips together pensively. there's so much that sara must be capable of. the sheer magnitude of the science required to do what she does has alex's mind spinning excitedly trying to decipher or even comprehend it. "yeah, that's pretty bad," she laughs, unable to get past the cheesiness of the name. alex combs her teeth over her bottom lip, eyebrows knitting together briefly as she glances between sara and the people behind the glass. reluctantly, she knows she'll have to get back to work. standing the chair, she turns it around and puts it back in place, dusting her black pants off with her palms. "i guess i've taken up more than enough of your time," she confessed with a self-effacing look. "i have to get back to work. i know kara wants to visit you later today, so..." she started for the door. "i'll see you around."

SARA.

it really is an awful name and sara still refuses to say it as much as possible but when you're working with a bunch of nerds it's all you hear. exhaling softly sara leans back against the pillow, letting her eyes close just for a moment. though they open again so that she can quietly study alex and her little quirks. the way her nose scrunches when she is trying to figure something out. and with sara's line of work there is a lot to figure out. or the light in her eyes when she smiles which is often, it's something sara misses doing. "leaving so soon danvers? i thought we had a good thing goin'." the signature fake pout appears of course. "ah yes sunshine, it'll be good to see her again. at least this time she won't be kicking my ass. i really got to get on the metahuman train at least." sighing softly she nods. "alright danvers, see ya. you know where to find me when you're bored."

ALEX.

"unfortunately, there's a world out there to save and bad guys to catch," she leans against the door frame seeming at least somewhat genuinely apologetic. sara is fascinating and wildly charismatic. she could talk to her for hours, probably, bombarding her with questions and curiosity, but she knows sara doesn't have time for that. "she kicked your ass?" pride floods through alex, making her smile even brighter. "i guess it helps to have a big sister who knows a thing or two about hand to hand combat," her look morphs into one of suggestion, and then she stood straight again, preparing to leave in earnest this time. "please remind her not to hug you too hard," she mentions over her shoulder, disappearing toward the lab.

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