You know, I don't think my love posting as "positivity"... i'm not promoting positivity. I just want you to love yourself because you deserve to be loved and be happy.
I'm a huge self hater and I i've always been very self destructive about self love posts. "you deserve-" No I don't. "___ is ok" No it's not. You don't know me and if you did you would NEVER say those things to me.
I'm trying so fucking hard to feel anything but hatred under my gazhbrulillions of flakes of disgusting skin. Alas I am too far gone and evil so I will love you instead because you are perfect to me and I don't care, you truly DESERVE to be happy to be you. No matter what. No act is too evil to take that from YOU.
Genuinely not even comfortable with most people. But just because I'm uncomfy with anything / everything about you doesn't mean you're bad or deserve to be spoken to harshly. You're a real person. You will always be fully entitled to kindness. ALWAYS.
I cannot love myself. I am evil.
I'm not taking it out on you.
You just truly deserve love. And I love you!