Jun 20
they should invent a trying on clothes that isn’t horribly emotionally damaging :/
#fuuuuuuuck!!!!!#IT SUCKS#so sick and tired of it.#ramblingeyes#his hair? whack. his clothes? whack. his sense of self as it pertains to outwardly physical appearance? whack.#one thing about playing sports your whole life is it Will fuck you up regarding your relationship with how your body looks#especially if you stop playing for a bit. and the constant comparisons between your body and your teammates?? even when it’s subconscious?#fuck it’s exhausting…#makes me feel like shit. makes me feel like i need to go workout til i puke
