Cmoooon it's not even midday, i still have 6 hours left of work :(((
After i have to swing by a store to buy some drinks, then i have to rush home, get changed, and go to this date which will take me like 40 mins in bus
The guy still hasn't asked for a specific time and place so i reckon i can hold off until like 4pm before i ask him
The good thing about 1) personal growth and 2) not being unhealthy obsessed with him is that yeah i'm nervous and anxious. But i just like him and i want to spend time with him. If it turns out we have fun together and we're attracted to each other, be it sexually, romantically, or both, then that's cool! But i don't feel the pressure of "i'm already in love with him so i need to make sure he likes me back". Which is nicce










