#g8dess rambles

[g8dess]

I'm writing SMUT for the first time ever!! And it's self indulgent xD

WIN!!

[g8dess]

Sooooooo a friend showed me their yume strawpage and 👉👈 let's just say i got inspired to make my own

I just don't really know what to put on there soooo have some previews before I share the link 🙈

[g8dess]

I FORGOT!!! I had an idea for a new bnha s/i with a reality altering quirk. But basically, as long as either he observes you or is aware of your presence or if you observe him, he has control over how you react and deal with situations, basically altering reality around his immediate prescence. Wounds aren't as fatal as they should be, or are more fatal then they normally are. Feelings get twisted until he's out of sight and mind. Things don't follow normal logic anymore if he so desires it. And everything seems to work in his favor most of the time. It's a bit too powerful, so he does get medication that surpresses his quirk. But he still wonders if he knows what's real, if what people around him feel is real, or if he is just manipulating everyone without truly knowing it.

[g8dess]

Bleh, I've been feeling so out of sorts for the past couple of weeks and it sucks cause I don't know why ｡°(°´ᯅ`°)°｡ I've just been age regressing and dissociating and maladaptive daydreaming the entire time, I'm not getting anything done

Like at least the daydreams have been fun and I'm coming up with lots of scenarios for at least one of my f/o's, but I feel so useless right now

I don't wanna do anything except for sleep (๑-﹏-๑) I wish this would go over already...

[g8dess]

I've been so obsessed with creating more ocs for an oc family tree and I think I'm in too deep... five generations... so many ocs, all aunts and uncles and their kids worked out as well... someone stop me, jk jk, don't stop me I still need to finish it xD

[g8dess]

IM

Going insane in a good sense

I've started writing again (as seen by me reblogging my own ocxcanon fics)

But I'm I'm hyped

For one fic in general

And I have nowhere else to ramble about it sooooooo here it goes

It's an Obey me fic where the mc gets hit with a regression spell where both body and mind are regressed to an infant state but each day they age a year and regain memories from that timeperiod

And

I'm like not even half way done I'm at age 15 currently but I still need like 20 more small paragraphs before they are back to themself and I'm just hnggggg

So excited to write the later bits where the stakes grow higher and the demon brothers get to see a side they previously kept hidden

So hngggg I wanna write but I'm stuck

[g8dess]

Had an f/o dream where I was trying to let a paper airplane fly as to carry my wish for love, but that didn’t wanna work so we set out on a quest to gather energy and reach the highest point of the island and while on our way there, I saw Devlin at a party being absolutely miserable

But when we saw each other we instantly recognized one another and I just couldn't help myself and I kissed him 🥰🥰❤❤ and then he helped us on our quest but aaaaaaaah the kiss was so real, the feelings were so real, I love him so much

[g8dess]

Tagged by @i-put-the-s4p-in-s4pphic

Thank you for the tag! I love games like these, especially music related, there are always such bangers between them!! ^^

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