It’s been a while.
So here I am, after about three weeks of inactivity. Explanation’s simple. I’m a Gemini for those who are astrological, and to those that aren’t that means my mood is very on the whim. Ever changing, constantly changing. But I am still a GA, though I haven’t been a good one for a while. Coupled with the fact that I have ADD, well it makes things harder for me to focus, and I can’t tend to everyone, I’m only a simple human trying to do an angel’s profession.
Nonetheless I am here, and I want you all to know that I am very proud of you. Why you ask? That you are here, reading this message. I’m only a kid wearing a mask trying to make people happy, and most of the time I fail because I’m too naive to think that I can change the world. But I can’t do it alone.
Today I sit here typing this message, tears flowing down my cheeks as I try to wipe away the depressing thoughts, as I am trying my best to fight depression. The one I thought I was in love with has found another, and I do wish her well. Shame I can’t share the happiness much, I’m but a hollow shell of what I used to be.
Nevertheless I am proud to you who is reading this message. I am proud of you because you’re able to fight off the thoughts that’s trying to keep you in bed. I’m proud because you managed to hold off the tears long enough to get to this part. I am proud because you are special. Everyone is. You are all angels in my eyes, because you guys are what makes my life exciting. Everyday I try to smile as best as I can, but I know that I can only smile if you smile.
So smile for me.
Smile widely, because it’s gonna get better. Smile brightly, because everything’s gonna be fine. Smile confidently, because you’re gonna get that job. Smile, because happiness brings fortune for all. Smile for me, because I am proud of you. Smile for me because I am smiling for you.
It’s gonna be better alright? If you ever need someone to talk to, just find me.
-GA