The Support Center

"Have IRL Problems you want to discuss with someone? Well, come on in and talk with someone in the support center! We'll answer asks, provide help, and do everything we can to support you!" //Multi-Muse Blog of the Supports. The purpose is to help those with IRL problems by talking with them IC/OOC

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Fallen feathers.

Hi there, Mod GA here. It’s been a while since I’ve posted something here, or helped someone to be honest. Frankly, life caught up to me. Not that things are getting better or anything.

Anyways, I’m stepping down from this position, from the tag, from the mask. Too many losses, tears and pain, even though I’m numb to the pain my heart isn’t. And I fear for my sanity. I hope the people here may continue to help people in need, become the guardian angles I was once. Truly it’s been fun, finding other people that has as much passion in helping the weak and in tears, as much as I. 

Je suis enchante, come find me at my own blog, we’ll have a chat and all

Until next time we meet. 

Mod GA

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(Same anon) I have a dad who doesn't want me as his kid because I don't want to be around his alcohol. He basically chose it over me. I have a mom who doesn't really believe I could have a mental illness and I have friends who are either tired of me or make drama because they can. When I cry out and finally break down I have one person come, the rest of them? They move on and talk about how "my mom spent money on a trip, so I can't get a new iPhone!" In short I don't see much point to living.

You have yet to meet the right people that when you need them, they will be there no matter what.

Please my sweet anon. If you want to talk pm for Mitsuko and I will give you my Skype info. And whenever you need someone, I will be here.

A wasted life, is what is truly worthless. That is why you must continue. You can be so much more than what others think of you, you just have to continue on until you find your strength.-Mod Mitsuko

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I'm conflicted. I am a coward, I know this. But sometimes the urges get so big so fast I almost get passed that and do it. My friends are starting to see I'm not emotionally well anymore, yet some of them are still making stupid drama for the sake of them being the news of the week. I don't think even if I killed myself I would make it there, because in the end in worthless.

Oh sweet anon...Youre not worthless.You may have heard it before but it's true.No life is worthless, especially one who has the courage that you do to keep living.God I know it's hard, I suffer daily with urges, and I've almost gone over the edge... I want you to know, you're not alone. And you're not a coward for not ending your life... You're courageous and brave because you kept going. You are strong, my sweet little anon.And let NO ONE tell you otherwiseYou are loved, you are cared for, and most of all you are needed and wanted.And ya know what? I care for ya. And I love you very much. So please, keep being strong, little anon. For tomorrow is another day, and I hope you'll be here to see it.-mod Mitsuko

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Hey, did anyone used to own the blog: "reversing-polarity" ?

They did. One of our friends here, Mod Timehopper, was the mun of that blog and had to leave for reasons that presently escape my memory. They ran the Ekko blog ‘reversing-polarity’ and I believe may have hoped to recover it when they could return - though this I’m not sure of. If any of the other mods know, I’m sure they’ll have more information on the matter.

Stay Strong - Mod Strongheart

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How do i get Lost Confident back?

Keep believing. Soon enough you’ll find that what was impossible, is possible. I believe in you.

-GA

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@inspired-flame is receiving a lot of anon hate in the momment, and some help would be appreciated...

I gotcha. 

Ladies, Gentlemen, dispatch yourselves to @inspired-flame on the double. A fine roleplayer in our community is under attack by anons that can only be described as terrible examples to follow in life.

Get over there and let them know that we won’t stand for abuse such as this. Make sure our friend @inspired-flame gets the love and they deserve, not this stupid, uncalled for hate.

Make me proud. I know you can.

- Mod Strongheart

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hello! it appears that the mun of @khazixthevoidreaver's pet has passed away, could we all gather and show them our best support?

Pets are our friends. We get pets to have buddies whenever our friends aren’t nearby. And to lose a pet bears the same loss as to losing a dear friend.

@khazixthevoidreaver if you ever need to find someone to talk to, I’m here.

-Mod GA

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I spent most of my time at home today being screamed at by my mom for the most obsolete reasons and I have nobody to talk to. Several of my rp partners blatantly told me they don't wish to interact anymore and all of my friends don't even care

Ugh..Parents can be utterly unreasonable, but don’t let it get to you. It’s a hard thing to do, but just remember that you didn’t do anything wrong. And honestly, if your rp partners are gonna say that, then forget about them. They aren’t worth rping with anyways. As for the people who are your friends and don't care, then...I think it’s time you distance yourself from them and make new friends. Make real friends, not “friends” like them, because they really aren’t your friends.

Friends should never make you feel that way, ever. I’m really sorry you had to go through that, darling, but you’ve got yourself some friends now. All of us Mods here at the support center!

-Mod Freya

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I feel really shitty that I keep having to come back here and bug you guys but right now I just feel terrible. Everyone I interact with seems to have forgotten I exist and my parents hate me. At this point I don't even want to live anymore.

Hey, hey. You aren’t bothering us, so you stop that. Come talk to us whenever you need too! We love and care about you so very much!! <3 We haven’t forgotten about you in the slightest, so you can’t say that everyone has!

I’m sure you’re parents don’t hate you, they just…Are being parents, if you get what I mean. Parent’s aren’t always good at showing that they love and care about you, because I know that my parents certainly aren’t, yet I know that when it comes down to it, they love me.

Please don’t leave us. I know it feels like you don’’t want to live anymore, but please…It isn’t worth it. I’ve felt like that for the majority of my life, and honestly, I still do. The only reason I haven’t gone so far and ended it as because of my friends. My friends are my real family, and I want to stick around for them.

Stick around for us? I promise we won’t turn our backs on you, we’ll always be here for you. Your life is precious, we don’t want to lose you…

-Mod Freya

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silvxrfang got some disgusting anon hates yesterday and is still very upset about it. As a good friend of hers, I'd like her to cheer up, because she is a good person and goes through a lot lately. Some hugs and positive attitude could help her a lot...

Oh hey, @silvxrfang, how you doing? Heard you got it rough, whatever the case is. Don’t worry much about it, seems like there are a few people that want to cheer you up! Keep going on with life cause it’s gonna get better, and if it don’t come to me. I can help cheer you up. 

-Mod GA

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Looks like inspired-flame is depressed again based off her recent ooc post, she needs some love. Send it to her!

You heard the man! Chop chop!

@inspired-flame needs love. Send ‘em on over to Karmama.

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support-center can y'all let mod GA know I appreciate him caring and trying to help me

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I try to help everyone I can, and I am happy that I can help you.

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It’s been a while.

So here I am, after about three weeks of inactivity. Explanation’s simple. I’m a Gemini for those who are astrological, and to those that aren’t that means my mood is very on the whim. Ever changing, constantly changing. But I am still a GA, though I haven’t been a good one for a while. Coupled with the fact that I have ADD, well it makes things harder for me to focus, and I can’t tend to everyone, I’m only a simple human trying to do an angel’s profession. 

Nonetheless I am here, and I want you all to know that I am very proud of you. Why you ask? That you are here, reading this message. I’m only a kid wearing a mask trying to make people happy, and most of the time I fail because I’m too naive to think that I can change the world. But I can’t do it alone.

Today I sit here typing this message, tears flowing down my cheeks as I try to wipe away the depressing thoughts, as I am trying my best to fight depression. The one I thought I was in love with has found another, and I do wish her well. Shame I can’t share the happiness much, I’m but a hollow shell of what I used to be.

Nevertheless I am proud to you who is reading this message. I am proud of you because you’re able to fight off the thoughts that’s trying to keep you in bed. I’m proud because you managed to hold off the tears long enough to get to this part. I am proud because you are special. Everyone is. You are all angels in my eyes, because you guys are what makes my life exciting. Everyday I try to smile as best as I can, but I know that I can only smile if you smile. 

So smile for me.

Smile widely, because it’s gonna get better. Smile brightly, because everything’s gonna be fine. Smile confidently, because you’re gonna get that job. Smile, because happiness brings fortune for all. Smile for me, because I am proud of you. Smile for me because I am smiling for you.

It’s gonna be better alright? If you ever need someone to talk to, just find me.

-GA

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I have tried hard i really have, but i can't help myself, and i ended up cutting in myself. i'm sorry....

That isn’t good. I know you want to hurt, but there are much better ways to go about it rather than cutting, friend. Please make sure you are okay first, take care of your wounds. Bandages and disinfectant. Now. Then, come back ok? Please be ok.

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I sometimes stare long and hard at my knife and wonder how easy it would be to make all my pain go away. It would all be over in a moment. Most nights I go back and forth on wether it would be a good thing to do. I usually decide that it would, but my cowardice has thus far kept me alive. Maybe I’ll have the courage tomorrow night.

[your-guardian-angels-here]

You’ve made a promise to someone who loves you very much. You’ve made promises to the friends you hold dear, as well. You mustn’t take your life…You’ve got many people who love you and hold you so closely to their hearts, even if they don’t know you all that well.

Don’t try to muster up the courage to take your life with that knife of yours, muster up the courage to live on. To live on and get through life together with the people who are like familly. Even if they may not be directly related to you, they are still family. They are your real family. Live for them and yourself. Don’t let the people who are only bringing you down, win.

Lean on the people who truly care for you for support and the love that you deserve. You have such a brilliant mind and personality. Please…don’t think you’re anything short of amazing…You’re unique, but so am I. That’s what makes us our own individual. That’s what makes us human. Humans can be very cruel and heartless, but they can also be kind and big-hearted. You just need to find those people.

You’ve found a few of them already. Don’t forget about them, remember all the good times, all the hard times, and all the tears you all shared together. There are still so many people for you to meet, so many people you haven’t met that will come to love and accept you for you.

Don’t cut your life short and prevent you from meeting them. You deserve so much more than you’ll ever know. I’m sorry life is hard and cruel, I’m sorry that we can’t change that….But that is how the world is, unfair. It’s unfair but we mustn’t give up. We must preserver and keep on living so that we can make things better, so we can find our own happiness.

Let me, and everyone else love you. Lean on us. Don’t leave us, I’m begging you…

You know that there are people who are there for you and would never even think about losing you. Don’t you?

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GUYS! Please, PLEASE send this wonderful woman some love and support!

If she left....My heart would break. She is a very dear friend of mines, family even. I can't stand to see her like this and I'm not sure what more I can do...

Please help me save her...I can't lose her...She is so amazing and I look up to her...She can't end things here...She has so much to live for...

A very personal request from Mod Freya

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Hi, @khazixthevoidreaver is being swamped and horded by death threats and much more soon to come, I know for one he's a very fragile human being so please try and get all the attention to help him ok? - a desperate anon

Indeed, I’ve just seen the very awful things that someone (or multiple people) have sent to them and that is absolutely no way for anyone to be treated.

Consider this high priority. khazixthevoidreaver is receiving unwarranted and incredibly high amounts of anon hate. It has been a problem hitting them for a long time from what I know and as a community we cannot let that stand.

Get your ass over to khazixthevoidreaver. Let them know that these assholes are in the minority and that everyone else would love him to stay around.

-Mod Strongheart

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Now one thing above all else, you’re not alone. I know exactly the feeling of wanting to seek help from overly whatever parents, but thinking its not right. Here’s your answer, what you feel is right, just because others might technically have it better off than you, the pain you feel is no different than anyone else. Hell, I’m in the same boat as you and there's no way knowing if I have it better or worse, but it doesn't matter, overbearing families can destroy you and make you feel horrible about yourself. Maybe they do it out of love, over protection, preparation,  or whatever but that honestly doesn't make it feel any better.

 I wish I had some answer to make everything better, but I really don’t. I’m going through the same thing and the best thing I know how to do is ranting and venting about it until I feel like I've gotten my emotions out. What you need is someone who is there for you and willing to listen and just, help you through life. Know this, Blood Family is not the same as an emotional family, contrary to the belief you can move away, you don’t have to tolerate them all your life, most likely you can’t do it now, or 5 years in the future or even 10, but one day you will be able to, one day you’ll be free from them. 

If you need someone there for you until that day comes, to be your listening ear, or just a friend, I’m here for you, and you can always talk to me when ever you want, I’d be happy to vent right back at you about basically the same problems, trust me.

   -Mod Primordius