one of these times we’re gonna die
[ WHAT THE FUCK, IS ALL I HAVE TO SAY TO THAT. | NO LONGER ACCEPTING. ]
his tone is blasé at best. unaffected at worst. all in all, he doesn’t sound too interested in the idea. not in some bid at ignoring the truth at hand, however, because he’s not the sort to plug his ears and pretend what’s there isn’t there. so, in truth, all Arthur has to think in response is what does it matter?
people die from getting hit by great big rocks falling out of the sky. people die from getting kicked by horses. people die from infection after nicking their fingers. every single day every single person is alive for is a day they can die on. sure, they stack the decks doing what they do — guns aren’t just pretty things to hang up on your wall in these parts, bullets aren’t just shiny novelties to tuck away into glass-fronted display cases. there is a weight to these things beyond metal and wood, smoke and kick, that weigh them down closer to that grave they all have waiting for them.
death isn’t always accompanied by the sharp crack of a gun firing, a streak of red, a body falling lifeless in a field. it can be quiet, sudden, improbable, and everything in between. so he isn’t troubled much by the thought; the certainty of it is almost comforting but he can’t rightly say why.
Arthur looks out across the land stretched out before them, full of trees and framed by mountains, he thinks of the miles they’re still yet to ride. then he looks over to where Teddy keeps pace beside him, searching the other man’s face before he focuses on the trail ahead once more.
“why’d you bring that up? you scared, Flood?”