Looking forward to 2016
2015 for me was a very stressful year for me, mainly in my personal life. Without going much into it, I've experienced a very stressful breakup early in the year, leading into some internal problems that i have yet to fully cope with concerning other areas of my life. I am considering taking legal action for a sum around 1000 dollars about a job I have worked. I have been completely ignored by a former-good friend of mine (of about 4 years) for seemingly no reason. I got wrapped up in a job that was unethical, and left immediately. Experienced some drama with conflicting feelings of people and their malicious actions towards me. I have been stuck in my mind over the idea that Its my fault for the majority of these things. And of course I have my fair share of drama back at home, leading me to escape my house by being with friends every night until around 2AM (Which isn’t the best thing to do, always)
Of course, the year hasn't been a complete disaster. I led my high school Robotics team to the world championships, with my peers. I enjoyed the summer playing games every day with my best friend. I got into a college, and also got a (respectable) job that I’m looking forward to working for starting in January. I made very good friends in college and we all get along pretty well. I have been looking more and trying to understand myself as a person and sexuality(or lack thereof) which has been interesting. I have realized that I am not the same person I was about 4 years ago (very ambitious, naive and optimistic) and I have spiraled into a wave of negativity that I’m trying to get over.
2016 to me means more than just correcting the problems that I have. It’s a quest to expand myself as a person and not be so prone to falling into pitfalls that come my path. Maybe find someone I can enjoy being with (although its not my priority, it would be nice). Enjoy my new job, make new friends, good new habits, etc. I’ll also be trying to post to tumblr more often because it actually gives me an outlet to talk about the things going on in my life once in a while that i don’t actually talk about.
Gamechee is doing well too! Judie has stuck by me this entire time and helped work on the same project for over a year now. Two people making a game as large as this has been a very hard thing to do, and keep myself motivated. Thanks to all of our supporters, as it has been a very good year for Gamechee’s progress and trying to make a name for ourselves with out first game, that should have an appearance on social media and our website within the next few months hopefully.
