why is it that when i see fern, i feel immediately connected to home? is there more to it then fern being the vascular plant growing behind my childhood kitchen? the way to the garden always lead through them. i connect fern with deep green moist and rain and a warm feeling of this thing called home. so what is that, rosie? today, in the lecture series we’ve been watching, Emanuele Coccia ended saying that no one should “stay at home any longer”. besides him connecting this to the current pandemic situation, i also noticed it for another reason. concerning forests, Coccia describes them as the human made home for all “natural ‘things’”, for the “excluded”. to step out of these dichotomies and understanding the terrestrial plane we need to all loose our homes, that’s what he said, in more drastic words. isn’t this a position that only a privileged hu/man can take? loosing home? i understand the idea that everything and every place has become home right now and that for reconstructing connections, we need to first deconstruct those and loose an illusion of what we thought we had, but isn’t exactly the notion of home something connected to more then the physical space of walls and places? did i misunderstood Coccia? the notion of home also makes me think about our observations yesterday at the botanical garden in Dresden and those fossilized trees: 33 millions years (YES) old, unimaginable, or better untraceable with any body feeling. they were fossilized sequoia trees. my parents have one of that family in their garden, they planted the tree when i came there, more then 30 years ago. that sequoia still has their roots, to the contrary to the fossil tree and they are taller than our house. now my parents would like to take that cousin down. their roots are destroying the foundation of our home. shouldn’t these foundations be the home? shouldn’t we stay connected to them? must we be afraid of so much force that this sequoia has? lifting up the concrete ground of our house and home. maybe these concrete stones need to be lifted up and this is what Coccia meant… ?!