update + break
i am currently running on the power of meds and anxiety. so uh i'm up and alive rn but barely. the gods have made me rise from my slumber but im not happy about it. ANWAYS i felt really bad just poofing without a formal announcement so uh here it is (you don't need to read all that, it's just me yapping about why) ✩ Taking a few days leave for physical and mental health ✩ Just sick - I don't get sick often but when I do I get hit hard ✩ I have chronic pain (we don't know the reason) and movement is one of the few things that makes it better. Since I'm sitting around a lot cause I feel awful, the pain is slowly getting worse ✩ Said chronic pain causes me to get overwhelmed very easily and I get chronic migraines (such a fun combo) from that overwhelmedness which completely takes me out of commission for usually a day+ ❥ I'm an anxious phone checker. While I don't really get the fomo I know some people do, I feel absolutely awful about having people waiting for me to reply and me not doing it ❥ Such stress causes the chronic pain and migraines to flare so most of the time I let myself check my phone as often as needed. ❥ But the blue light really hurts my eyes while I'm sick and 'm super sensitive to migraines right now ❥ The best way for me to avoid all this is just to tell everyone i'm gonna be gone for a while and walking away from my phone and telling myself that I can't do anything more than tell anyone Important stuff: ✿ I'll only be gone for a few days (three at most probably) ✿ I will try to reply to everything you guys send me while I'm gone when I get back but I apologize if I miss something! I really enjoy seeing everything I get sent and all the reblogs and notes you all make of my posts make me so happy! If i miss your post, I'm not trying to ignore you- I just am either not back or missed yours while trying to reply to everything. ✿ So uh, @gatekeep-offical and @curiosity-offical are my alts, so they'll be offline as well. I did an awful job at hiding that, dang ✿ Love you all, take care of yourself -@hallucinations-offical signing off for a little
