continued from here, @gccdwitch
while part of her feels like his anger is somewhat justified — at least on the part about her being a coward — part of her can’t help but wonder if she’s correct in thinking that maybe nothing good can come out of them giving this another shot. while their time together contained some of her happiest memories, their relationship was also characterised by moments like this, where shouting and finger pointing were rampant and it made her hate herself for who she’s become. his last comment makes her scoff, though inside her heart is breaking. shaking her head with disbelief, she tries to contain herself but fails miserably as her eyes redden with tears pathetically. hands on her hip as if it would be enough to anchor herself, she looks away for a moment to recollect herself before her disbelieving stare falls back on him. “you’re still such an asshole.” and she means every word. she hates everything about this, hates that he’s right, hates that she’s missed him so much despite the heartache the ruins of their relationship has caused. “you don't get to lecture me on how to live my life when you’re the one who broke my heart first.”
