May 31, 2013
I'm so pissed off and I don't know who at.
I'm planning to cosplay for Otakon. I like the idea a lot, and I know I can actually do it.
The problem is the shopping for it. It's a female cosplay, and I've been in women's clothing in public before. But when I get into a store, and contemplate walking over the women's section, I sort of freeze. I look at it in the corner of my eyes and I just...
Avoid it.
And I'm pissed off and feel like a failure and don't know where to direct that energy.
It...really pisses me off, because I want to do this, and don't like the thought of my own insecurities keeping me from doing this.