#geneticasshole

[ask-futurekat]

MERRY CHRISTMAS.

EW.

[chlorophasmic]

OKAY. I'LL BE THERE 'WHENEVER' THEN. TRY TO KEEP THE BLOODLUST AT A MINIMUM THOUGH, WITH ALANI AROUND.

will i g<3t to hold h<3r

b<3caus<3 if i do i n<3<3d som<3on<3 to pull m<3 up

[chlorophasmic]

THAT SOUNDS VERY OMINOUS AND EVERYTHING, BUT I CAN'T GET YOU ANY BLOOD. WHAT TIME DO YOU WANT ME TO SHOW UP?

wh<3n<3v<3r it do<3snt matt<3r

ill find you

[chlorophasmic]

WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR CHRISTMAS? BESIDES SEEING ALANI.

blood

[chlorophasmic]

OKAY, THAT'S COOL AS LONG AS YOU LEAVE ALANI ALONE AND TAKE CARE OF HER WHEN I'M GONE.

y<3ah what<3v<3r

[chlorophasmic]

.. I'M COMING BACK.

leave me alone ILL FUCKING KILL YOU

[chlorophasmic]

.. PUSHING PEOPLE AWAY IS NOT HOW YOU DEAL WITH THAT.

i try to hold back but no matter what i lash out and hurt them its too much and too hot and too sudden and all i see is white and then i have to hurt someone because im so angry im so fucking angry no matt<3r what im piss<3d off all th<3 tim<3 on<3 two on<3 two

[chlorophasmic]

THEN WHAT DO YOU CALL WHAT I FEEL FOR YOU, AND WHAT YOU USED TO FEEL FOR ME? FUTUREKAT IS JUST AN ASSHOLE. HE'S NOT RIGHT IN THE SLIGHTEST. LOVE IS FUCKING REAL.

pity maybe

i dont know what i feel anymore

it swirls around and around and i get so fucking ANGRY and i lose myself in the darkness the never ending darkness that swallows me up kicking ands creaming an crying