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There is almost too much darkness around him, and right now, Oliver has no idea on how to deal with it. All other times when he has been like this he has been alone, something that has been both comforting and scary. He is just afraid of what might happen, if something triggers his PTSD. One thing he has yet to talk to anyone about, he knows his triggers and how to deal with them alone, but not when someone is around, but he doesn’t want to be alone. “Okay,” he breathes out, eyes slowly closing, and he leans back, focusing on the feeling on his hand, and his breathing, maybe that is what he needs now. “If I fall asleep, let me sleep,” he says, his voice almost a whisper, “and also if I have a nightmare or something like that just get away from me I never know how I react and I don’t want to hurt you.”












