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Sometimes i resort to Tumblr to speak my mind truly and honestly and there is nothing wrong with that, even when i’m not particularly great at writing. This is just an insight as to how i think… I want to physically pull my heart out. You know that feeling when you can feel your heart physically burn? I get that often when i start thinking about what we could’ve been or done. It hurts to know when you’re the problem in the relationship.. Yeah YOU are the problem, not them. You’re just so fucked up in the head it affects your relationships with whomever you start to love. When you’re self-destructive because you couldn’t get the help you needed and wanted from the one you love the most… That’s when you start to go insane and that’s when you know that it’s best to keep out of their lives. ‘Maybe that’s why I like to be alone because i won’t hurt anyone..nor will i hurt myself.’ When you’re so insecure about everything that jealousy and hatred starts to engulf all of you. When you’re just so broken and all you want is for someone to come along and do that extra thing that noone else would’ve done for you just to be pieced slowly back together. But you get disappointed because you have your expectations set so high for no fucking reason. Yeah.. Noone wins in the end because you’re too fucked up to adjust to being the hopeful and positive person who you want to be for them. but can’t. I ruin lives and i’m so terribly sorry i can’t keep myself. All i want is to feel more than special to someone without any distractions. I’m a lost soul in this place called Earth.
Reason
I'm not an experienced blogger, nor do i have the slightest clue what I am doing. What i do know, is that I have so much to say and such a small audience to say it to. I am surrounded with people who not only made me the person I am today, but are the reason i have such strong opinions on the way the world should be. First, I have no idea how to gain followers or even get my blog heard of. All i know is, is that i want to reach out and inspire whoever stumbles across what i have written.
With that being said, i want to not only tell my story but i want to remain anonymous. What i will tell you is this: I am 18 years old, a high-school senior in the catholic, all-girl, private school, social "bubble" i'd like to call it. I have been a witness to things one should never go through and personally, i believe that i have made some of the worst life mistakes a person can make. I want to not only tell you what i have learned but also, attempt to spare you the trouble i have gone through.
Each week I will post a new "idea" or "realization" i'd like to call it. explaining why i feel this way, how to avoid the situations i have come across, and to really just give you a piece of myself that i cannot share with just anyone face-to-face.
A thing that i like to remember each day: when you are 30 years old, are you going to really remember that party or how many people knew you? is the idea of popularity really going to even get you anywhere as an adult? no. hard work, being yourself, and a strong heart will get you what you want. not who you know, not where you came from, and certainly not how many people like an instagram or are your friend.
A much deeper thought--what is the purpose of any of this? who determined what "popular" is? who decided what makes someone cool, and who told you that you are not good enough? you are good enough.
that's all for tonight, next week i will post some more! goodnight my loves.
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