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July is here!⠀ ⠀ #julybaby #july2018 #vectorart #vectorillustration #vectorillustrations #vectordesign #appareldesign #tshirtdesign #getinmyhead #cyan (at Fall River, Massachusetts)
It’s a wonderful day... does your board make you smile? :) taking customs for spring :) let’s make some magic. #boardtheory #handshapedonly #surfingismade #handcrafted #resinmagic #rednoseglassing #surfingshouldbenatural #learntoflownotsurf #organic #imafuckingfruitloop #getinmyhead #idontrecommendit (this board is recycled btw ;) (at Daytona Beach, Florida)
Upon waking from a late afternoon nap, I felt the urge to get some words out. Not knowing exactly what those may be here they are... ••• Unattached, the way to flow through this life. Cutting the cords in our etheric minds. To grow means to remain unattached to the outcome. Never knowing what exactly may happen next but allowing it to flow freely to you. You see being unattached in all situations creates much more room for opportunities and magical outcomes, yet never expecting an outcome is a sure way of creating a life worth living. No strings attached. Unattached in all forms. Giving not only yourself the room to breathe but also all whom cross your path on this metaphorical ride of life. Making sure to be present and enjoy all moments, good or bad, taking them in and banking them on the shelf of knowledge that you've been given to look back on. Remaining in an unattached mental state may just be the best way to live. Living freely. Soaring high. Making waves. Enjoying your piece of this pie. So sit back and grab some popcorn because remaining unattached might just premiere the movie of your dreams and baby you've got a front row seat. Take it in. Eat it up. Love the fuck out of yourself. The only thing that will be constant in your life is the changes. Remain unattached and life is much more joyous. #AfterNapRambles #RemainUnattachedToOutcomes #LoveYourLife #BeEverPresent #Authentic #RealTimeThoughtProcessing #GetInMyHead #YouMayGetLost #ButItWillBeAwesome #SoulHealing #UnattachmentIsKey
Tumblr is full of some truly sassy motherfuckers. I think I’m gonna like it here
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I just want to do what I love, I don't want to have to live up to my parent's standards or my friend's or anybodies. I just want to disappear for a couple of years and get a job that pays, it doesn't matter how much as long as I can survive off of it. I don't need to live a life of luxury, I don't even have to start a family or get married or any of that shit, and although it sounds like a stupid thing to say-especially at this age-I'm being honest. I want to be able to just go to shows and live in my own cramped, little, apartment with worn out furniture and pictures scattered throughout each wall in every room, not having to worry about much other than my family and music. That's it. I don't need to get anywhere in life but there.
I have no passion and I have no drive.
Ask me why I study, or why I decided to challenge myself with AP classes I thought I would never be able to survive. Or heck I dare you to ask me why I even applied for college...knowing well enough that a college education may or may not get me a job in the future. Ask me why let my future issues stress me out, I mean I don't even know if my future is certain so ask me why I permit it. Ask me why I'm constantly pressured between studying for a placement test or enjoying a nice day at the park.
Or better not.. don't ask me. Don't ask me because I have no idea. I have no passion, I don't have the desire to save the world, find the cure for cancer, or even find my purpose.
I have no drive. I always assumed that when we get to a certain age we find motivation and the desire to thrive under the circumstances our destiny has put us in. Clearly things are not what you think they are. I've always had a difficult time answering the question "who or what inspires you?", despite the fact that it may have made me seem like a coldhearted person I constantly answered no one. & looking back I was right. There is not one single person who makes me want to be greater than what I think I am and it's not because I think low of myself. I do not feel the need to prove someone wrong because deep inside I know my limits, I know what I can and what I can't do.
Leaving it as it is, I have no passion and I have no drive, I hope I do. Perhaps I have no idea what they are.
My heart has a mind of its own.
"Think with your head, not with your heart" was the title of my pervious post & despite the fact that I say it all the time it means absolutely nothing to my heart.
We all have that little voice in our head warning us, supposedly guiding us, through anything that is thrown at us. It speaks to us and if you have a stubborn heart, like I do, it haunts you. If my brain was a man, and my heart was a woman, and both were married...which they might as well be, the woman would dominate the relationship. My heart won't listen, it makes me so angry and it frustrates me because I can't do anything about it. My mind, head, brain, logic, conscious, knows everything about me. He knows who the toxic people in my life are, he knows I shouldn't associate with people that bring me down, he knows what will make me fail, he knows it's time to let go of the poison. But my heart doesn't realize how much pain a person can cause...at least not until she's aching under the blankets at 3 in the morning. Then suddenly it becomes my brain's fault for letting things get too far.
even when i'm doing nothing, i somehow find a way to fuck something.