God damn have I been trying so hard, but I feel like I’m getting absolutely nowhere. I wish I could just be content for one time in my life, I’m so tired of searching for things to fill this void in me, every time I’m disappointed and I’m really the only one to blame. I need to put my focus and energy into making myself happy, finding things I enjoy and getting out more, but I’m just so damn nervous all the time. This too shall pass, hopefully..















