#imisstheoldme

[creamyclouds]

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[h00dg0dess]

i wonder what’s enough for people . at what point do you become enough for someone ? is there a manuel ? or instructions ?? cuz it seems like nothing i ever do is good enough n it rips me up inside .

[crazybeautiful69]

💯Throwback of my birthday 9 year's ago today! ✌❤💋 Where's the damn rewind button at when you need it? 🙄🤣 #rewind #flashback #damniwascute #sëxy #imisstheoldme #memories💕 https://www.instagram.com/p/CAszzxBD1_zOkNnRLf50isqDpb8sONbuG0A85o0/?igshid=1qjh2sq33ci3a

[nourhanlwt]

sometimes i remember the way I used to be so carefree only a few years ago, I'd just say whatever I thought of,  express my opinions and talk about the things I liked without fearing judgment, dress the way i liked and post dorky pics of myself without giving it a second thought or thinking of how ppl would think of them, think of me. But now? I feel like a whole different person, I barely talk with anyone, about my feelings, thoughts or interests always scared of being judged or misunderstood or being childish. Now im drowning in self-hatred & despise, not even being able to look at my reflection in the mirror without criticising something, anything be it my body, my face, almost everything. Last time i took a picture was last year, couldn't bare looking at myself in the camera lens since then and it hurts bc i remember that I used to take loads of pics almost every day and I'd post them on all my accs, now I don't even dare put a pic of myself as a pp even on what'sapp and i refuse to take pics with my irls and they'd call me annoying or even force me to take a one which ofc upsets me bc they don't get it and they probably never will but like, the least they could do is be respectful about it.

[penelepole]

Sometimes we're all a little busy hiding in our daydreams because it's better than our reality.

[vy-hhh]

Đôi khi giữa quá khứ và hiện tại cứ nhập nhằng lên nhau. Bằng một người nào đó.

Nếu bạn thấy tự dưng trong cuộc sống hơi nhàm chán của mình, lại xuất hiện một người, đến và nhắc mình về những ngày cũ, người cũ, nơi chốn cũ. Thì lúc người ấy xong nhiệm vụ và bước đi, cũng đừng thổn thức hay hoang mang.

Mà hãy vui vì mọi chuyện đã xong hết rồi. Mong ước kỉ niệm xưa, trò chơi này nên dừng lại lâu rồi.

- Di. 190630

At Quán của thời thanh xuân

[we-need-to-explore]

God damn have I been trying so hard, but I feel like I’m getting absolutely nowhere. I wish I could just be content for one time in my life, I’m so tired of searching for things to fill this void in me, every time I’m disappointed and I’m really the only one to blame.  I need to put my focus and energy into making myself happy, finding things I enjoy and getting out more, but I’m just so damn nervous all the time. This too shall pass, hopefully..

[tinkerbellgamer4]

#6yearsago #timehop #imisstheoldme #imissthisbody #longhair