#ghastly words

[lovelypale]

Update

Wish I could get paid to just write all day instead of that college nonsense you feel me? Like I like what I’m studying in but I’ve realized over quarantine that I’m not meant for that rigidity y’know? Don’t get me wrong, I’m finishing my degree, I just know that trying to convince myself that I’m meant for one thing and trying to do it to others expectation will never fulfill me. Of course I don’t want to be shitty, but to say I’m inferior because I don’t see my reflection in someone else is just needlessly cruel to myself.

Anyway,,,,,, here’s what i’m currently fuckin up in the drafts let me know if y’all got anything to add:

Uncle Sanemi Drabble

Genya Gunplay

How Yan!Kyo takes reader

Cheating Mitsuri x reader

Yan!Shinobu headcanons

[lovelypale]

Anyone else really bad at prioritizing things? Like I know the order is projects (that are all due next week), smaller assignments, and then writing. In my head tho it does not register like that, all of them are equal so they cancel each other out and nothing gets done. I’ve tried doing to-do lists and everything and it always just,,,,,,,,, cancels out. I be mad af because I’m not even doing anything, just laying in bed thinking about all the shit I could be doing.