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[hann-i-babe]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

"Um, what the fuck is this? Didn't you finish this fic over a year ago?" Well yeah, technically. It is now October 6th 2025, just over a year after I posted the last chapter of this fic. However, I revisited this fic earlier this year, and in the months since I have made some little tweaks and fixes to things like typos and places where my tenses were all mixed up, and I can now finally say over a year later, this fic is officially done.

Is there some stuff that I would maybe do a little differently if I were to write this story now? Sure, but this wasn't a rewrite, just a refurbish, and I am still proud of what I accomplished here as a brand new writer with no idea what the fuck I was doing, (not that I really know now).

This story came not only from a place of love for this franchise and these characters for nearly two decades, but also from a deep place of my own grief and loss, and I don't know that I will ever be able to put into words what writing this story has meant and what it has done for me, and how much it has meant for me that anyone has taken their own time to read, love, and share it with their own heart.

I have a lot more writing to do, so until then, much love, and enjoy (so um kinda pseudo @chainshippingweek2025? for any of the four prompts this fic could fit, none of which being the one for today, lol)

[hann-i-babe]

Got a new, very sweet comment on my canon complaint ghost Adam chainshipping long fic 😭

I’m so overjoyed that people are still finding and connecting to that story, it’s such a meaningful piece for me

Here’s the link if you haven’t read it-

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[hann-i-babe]

Posting the last chapter of my ghost Adam chainshipping fic tomorrow, now’s your chance to get caught up! I’m so elated that the people who have read this so far have enjoyed it, this is the first long fic I’ve ever written in my life and when I started posting it, it was only the third piece of fan fiction I’d ever written ever. This fic is set during the events of the movies between Saw II and Saw III and IV

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[hann-i-babe]

I just saw that my ghost Adam fic, What Is and What Should Never Be, has received over 1,000 hits on ao3! I’m so happy that so many people have found and connected with this story in some level. I worked so hard on this piece to really make it feel tied in and connected to the world of the movies as we know them, and sprinkled in lots of other references to the script, commentary tracks, and various other influences and sources of inspiration for the work, including the songs I pulled the chapter titles from.

This is the first time I’ve ever written anything like this, and I’m so proud of myself for sticking to it and finishing something that I thought was only gonna be 8k words cranked out over a weekend that turned into something long enough to literally qualify as a novel written over the course of nearly 6 months. (A small novel, but a novel nonetheless!)

I love these boys so much, and I miss thinking about them and listening to their playlist damn near every day. If 44k+ words about grief, loss, guilt and love and a middle aged man haunted by all of those things sounds like your cup of tea, then I hope you give this little fic of mine a chance 💜

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[hann-i-babe]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Here it is, the last chapter of the very first long fic I have ever written in my entire life. The conclusion to Ghost Adam and Lawrence's story (for now). I've said it a bunch here and in the notes on the fic, but thank you again to everyone who has taken the time to read this and support my little ghost story about two men finding love in each other through the pain of loss, grief, and betrayal. I had never done anything like this before, and here we are now after just about five and a half months, at the end.

[hann-i-babe]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

At long last, a new chapter of my chainshipping Ghost Adam fic is here! Set between the events of Saw II and Saw III & IV, we're almost to the end! There's only one more chapter after this, and then this little story of mine will be over.

A big big thank you again to those of you who have been reading this fic and following it along, I know I say it all the time but it really does mean the world to me. This chapter gets pretty emotionally intense, so take care of yourselves. Much love.

Chapter title from "Blue and Yellow" by The Used <3

[hann-i-babe]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapter 6 of my ghost Adam chainshipping fic is here. Lawrence hasn't seen Adam for a while after the last chapter and he's real sad about it