#gibdokin

[gibdokin]

Now active on Spacehey. I wonder if it will take off but oof.

link is : https://spacehey.com/gibdokin

There is a few otherkin/therian/fictionkin groups so if you want to look at it it's quite fun.

[gibdokin]

Tears of the kingdom whining

First thing first... I am late to the discussion

I did bought the game. I pre-ordered it. I had it day one. I played it maybe three times because of lazyness.

I played it today. I stumble upon the gerudo desert and went face to face with a zombie/insect/redead thing. Loved it. they look neat.

I went on good ol' Dr.Google to find them aaaannnd... No Hell to the no. They are not Gibdo. They are zombie. yes. they look redeadish. yes. But they are not Gibdo. They are insect zombie cool guys. Give them their own name. Their own lore if you want to. But for the love of anything please they are not Gibdo. Anyway... no.

[gibdokin]

cold goes grrrrrck

am I the only otherkin somewhat growling when I'm cold. Like a kind of grrrrck grrrrrck sound with the back of the throat? I doesn't have to be freezing. Just me being cold. It's involuntary. It's just : I'm cold, i growl. no thought, just cold.

[gibdokin]

tw: mental health related with Psychological kin identity.

I get more into shift in the evening when I'm exhausted. Probably because my kintype being a Gibdo, technically a mummified redead, is life restless and tired because of the whole cannot die thing. I imagine when redeads and gibdos are crouching in the game it's their ways of resting as they cannot sleep per say. That's my theory. So for me when I'm really tired i get into more shifts. Also because of evening ''trauma'' and terror of the dark and evening as a whole and i kinda dissociate during those time. Also shadow people are worse in the evening too. But anyway for me shift are more intense after 8pm.

[gibdokin]

It kinda suck to be a trauma induced psychological otherkin. Because everytime i feel like talking about my identity/"memories" and normal otherkin things, i have to delete my goddamn paragraph because it turn into #justwierdtraumatisedotherkinchildhoodthings and somewhat trauma dumping. Like gibdo please, this isn't terapy, this is a wendy's.

[gibdokin]

I just made my childhood *trauma* home in sims 4. In excrusiating details. I even made myself a gibdo using mods. Im not sure if it's healing me or messing me up. Oops.