my dumb fuck of a fiancee refuses to evacuate even though he lives just inland of a barrier island in a single wide. i convinced my mom, dad, and brother to get the hell off the coast and get up to mine and my sister's mountain university but i'm still worried about my guy. i'm starting to panic.
omfg why wont he leave?????????? he needs to get his butt outta there!!!
190: My 1st job was: lol no. ive never had an actual job. tho my dads friend paid me to bake a cake for him if that counts
180: Marriage is: not for me. i think theyre cute, but from my experience they strain relationships more than they help. also, im weird in relationships in the first place and i cant really see myself getting married. maybe that’ll change but ?/?
170: What did you do yesterday? i watched oitnb unitl 9am and then slept until 8 pm. after that i ate a lot of macaroni and drew.
[ I Believe In ]
160: Soul mates: kind of?? but also not really. id like to believe in them but im way to bitter and cynical
[ This or That ]
150: Blondes or Brunettes: idk, brunettes probably?? but i dont really have a strong opinion either way.
140: Mac or PC: pc all the way 100% . ive never actually had a mac so im hella biased probably
130: Wal-Mart or Target: walmart. i went there with some friends for my 16th birthday b/c we were bored and im trashed. i got pushed around in the carts and lester read the childrens books rly loud in funny voices. it was gr8. also i went there with manna a few days ago from like 4 am to 5:30 am. amen.
[ Here’s What I Think About ]
120: Gay Marriage: i think that i am hella way and its a v good thing. however, there are far more equality issues and we need to keep working. marriage isnt the pinnacle of equality. its a good start, though !
110: My Neighbors: i just moved, so i dont really know any neighbors. my old neighbors were nice enough but also kind of shitty. them and their friends had rly loud vehicles and they had a lot of people coming over at all hours of the night. it was the worst. they were rad when they first moved in, though. i went to their house for thanksgiving b/c my parents were out of town.
[ Last time I ]
100: Cried in front of someone: i cry a lot tbh, but usually im alone. it was probably my dad?? but he was asleep so i dont think that counts. if not, probably noah???
90: Texted: my phone isnt in service b/c money so.. like the end of may?
[ MISC ]
80: The first person i talked to today was: i think Christopher. he’s a dog.
70: Next Weekend: i have nothing planned, so probably sitting around the house drawing and playing games
60: I lose all respect for people who: exist. literally just all people. no respect here. in all seriousness, people who fuck with other people/make others feel like shit and treat it like a game. like, there are people to bully others b/c theyre dissatisfied with themselves and I get that. it isnt right, but its something that can be worked on. people who think its funny and genuinely dont give a fuck piss me off.
50: Where would you like to be: everywhere, anywhere. some small, remote town no one really cares about. a lot of small towns. see here
40: Last person I got mad at: my ex but thats just b/c i think about them sometimes and i get pissed off because we had a shitty and harmful relationship and im still p fucked up over it. also myself?? i get mad at myself a lot
[ My Favorites ]
30: Actress: samira wiley or scarlett johansson
20: Holiday: halloween 4 the aesthetic
10: Restaurant: probably tokyo 101. its a sushi place and they dont have like the best/my favorite food. its not bad, but theres food i like more other places, but i have a ton of fun memories there hanging out with my friends and its great
okay but you are attractive and this is coming from someone who's looked @ u for the better part of a year. plus, you have a really beautiful personality that adds to that. (i'm not the anon btw, i've just been a-seeing what they're saying.)
*tracy turnblad voice* you have to say that you’re my mother
ahh you said to send you a pairing? could you maybe do jongyu? <3
Send me a pairing and I will write you a drabble.
Jonghyun is hardly a creature of habit, but once a month he unwillingly gravitates towards one particular bench in the park.
The scenery is not especially beautiful or enthralling. What was once supposed to be a bright recreational park, is now nothing more than a hub for bored teenagers and shady folk. The bench is a perfect example of its deterioration. There’s scribbles all over the faded paint, words of love and endearment. Names of two people who once believed the world was theirs, as they were each other’s. Dates, phone numbers, and doodles. Nothing that should keep him coming back, and yet he does. In the distance he can already the hear the scuffing of worn sneakers against the pavement, the quick breath of someone who has been running to make it on time. Jonghyun does not own a watch, or even a mobile phone, but the church clock indicates that Jinki is late indeed.
Jonghyun catches sight of him when the lantern glow reflects on the elder’s hair, and he holds his breath until Jinki wordlessly slips into the seat next to him. It remains silent between them for most of the visit, until after the church bells have rung twelve. “I miss you,” Jinki says, breaking the silence, “it’s been eight months. And I still miss you.”“I miss you too,” replies Jonghyun, but he knows that his words fall upon a deaf man’s ears when Jinki gets up and begins to make his way towards the exit.
By the time Jonghyun himself gets up it’s near morning, and the first rays of sunshine shine right through him. He gnaws on his lower lip as he glances towards the direction Jinki left in, as though he hopes that somehow, Jinki caught a wave of his presence anyway. But he hasn’t, and Jonghyun doesn’t think he ever will.
So he disappears in thin air, telling himself this was the last time. Knowing, he’ll return to the bench when next month comes around.