Feb 4
things I say to myself daily:
“I should throw myself down the stairs”
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things I say to myself daily:
“I should throw myself down the stairs”
the duality of life: had to put down my childhood elderly cat today and finally new iwtv/tvl content….. cool?
the only thing that can save me now is printing some iwtv cast pictures for my wall yipee
I live my life on a loop of misery and bad coping skills:)
I look for you in jeff buckley songs
really need to stop self isolating STAT
stuck in a cage of my own making yay
I miss being around people but I’ve reached a point in my isolation where I just don’t think I have anything to say to anyone…. like I’ll show up and I’m worried I’ll be even more lonely than I am now cause I’ll just be looking at all the stuff I’m missing out on. also missing doesn’t erase the fact that I always end up on an endless loop of trying to put myself out there and it never really working so I spiral over and over and over. existing is so exhausting.