not to be pushy, and i understand if you don't want to answer, but is the Ghost in the Shell fic fully abandoned?
Oh gosh no, not at all. I had a VERY rough year last year, and a little into the year before. Health issues, medication issues, axolotl died, dog died, three family members died and four family friends died. Last year/the end of 2024 was like. Hell.
However! People have. Hopefully stopped dying. I have a new dog who's a very good boy. My health issues are constantly being addressed but they're more managed now, and I have some more diagnoses that help. I also have a rollator now, so I'm able to walk around more instead of relying on either my janky scooter or my heavy ass wheelchair. B)
I yesterday just finished plotting out the finale of GitS entirely. I'd had it vaguely formed in my head before, but I was absolutely not happy with how I was ending it. Felt too cheesy and lacked a ton of messages that I need to drive home and a satisfactory full circle of the foreshadowing that I'd placed. THEN. OUT OF THE BLUE.
I started reading books again. :)
I cannot say this enough but if you want to write, READ. READ SO MUCH. IT'S SO GOOD FOR YOU. And not just fanfic, either! Read real books! Go to the library it's so chill there. Take off a ton of books from the shelves and just read the first pages. See which ones sound interesting.
I read Annihilation and the rest of the Southern Reach series by Jeff VanderMeer and my brain imploded, I loved it. Also Pet by Akwaeke Emezi was beautiful. I also read Borne by Jeff VanderMeer, which weirdly enough made me think of Ghost a lot, even though the messaging is completely different. The Only Good Indians by Stephen Graham Jones was a great horror book.
Anyway yeah. I read a ton. I'm currently reading House of Leaves (I'm dying help me) with my friend Li. I recommend reading it with a friend, or a group. Shit's fucked.
I'm rambling.
All of that to say, I got inspired to write GitS again with a heavy vengeance. I'm probably going to do a 2003 rewatch some time soon, and I'll sprinkle some Rise in there as well. I need to check out those season 2 episodes more.
I plotted the finale of GitS and I'm much more happy with it now. I hope to terrorize you all soon. 🥰

















