Amevello Blue

Spoonie, pretty gay, gamer, disabled, artist, writer. My art account is BluePeachStudios.

[amevello-blue]

*UPDATE* 2026 TMNT Fanfic Reader's Choice Awards

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[getindumdums]

Donatellos on Their Ability to Lie

Rise Donatello— Absolutely horrible liar. [100% FAILURE]

12 D— Kind of bad. Obvious tells. Maybe talks loud about it alone in his lab to Tim. But can. [87% FAILURE]

03 Don— Sweet, quiet about it. He decides to lie and you cannot tell til it’s too late. You probably never even got a chance to ASK. [100% SUCCESS]

87 Donatello— Really good. Also a dramatic actor. This guy’s holding a small object in his hands and convincing you it’s a bomb and he’s NOT HESITATING. And the worst part. There’s a genuine chance it is.

[GUESS 50/50]???

[sweeneydino]

Behold more Seal bbs uvu

@amevello-blue @alicat54c

[scribefindegil]

I'm still thinking about the guy who saw me realize my wheelchair wouldn't fit in the elevator because he (also a wheelchair user) was already inside it and immediately quipped, "This elevator ain't accessible enough for the both of us."

[mousidy]

jax died before she could come out, and she died before she could become a better person and make any kind of amends with the people she hurt. I don't think the story was written that way by accident

[mousidy]

she's horribly repressed and comes from horrible circumstances including homelessness. she also pushed away every hand extended to her and every chance she could have taken to get better. there were a million better decisions she could have made and she did not make them, and she caused an incredible amount of harm along the way. and still the story wants us to believe her worthy of being understood and loved

[mousidy]

to come out would be to embody herself, to view herself as a real person, to start to leave the haze of dissociation that allows her to think of herself and everyone else as cartoon archetypes in a false world where nothing matters

she's desperate to stay in this world that she sees as false, where she's a funny cartoon character and she can still brush off the pain she causes as silly cartoon antics

it's exactly this dissociation that allows her not to take her own pain or the pain of others seriously. it was what ultimately led to her death. a jax that cannot come out is also a jax that cannot make amends

[mousidy]

something I love about a tragic story, where a character fails to complete the arc that might have satisfied us as the audience, is that it asks us what led to the tragedy

the despair it leaves us with, the satisfaction it denies us, leaves us to yearn for things to have turned out differently. it leaves us thinking about what could have been done, what decisions could have been made, what different circumstances could have prevented the tragedy? dissatisfaction drives us to act

you're not supposed to be satisfied when she dies

[mousidy]

I love, by the way, the matter-of-fact cut from her walking away to her already being gone. like many tragedies we experience in our lives, the news comes to us unceremoniously, undramatically, flatly. it arrives well after the moment where we could have been there. in one quiet moment the world shifts underneath our feet. at first it feels like nothing at all until the information percolates through us, manifesting first as a dull ache that feels inadequately small and insignificant

we don't get to ask "what could I have done if I were there," we can only ask "what could I have done before it got this bad?"

[mousidy]

when a trans woman in your life commits suicide, she is not going to have tied up all the loose ends first. a trans woman's suicide is not the last page of a full life well lived. it is an abrupt end in the middle of a story that deserved to keep going

[mousidy]

people who survive their lowest moments are the ones who get a chance to grow and make amends. far, far too many trans women do not survive

[shop5]

let’s be real the pressure to use AI as an adult is exactly what they said the pressure the do drugs as a teenager would be like but the people that told us that caved immediately for the AI and definitely did not just say no

[tmntrca]

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[bluepeachstudios]

Ghost in the Shell Chapter 31

>> Read here! <<

Ghost grunted as he pulled his bo staff out from behind the wall of his half collapsed room. Only half came out, the faded fabric around it torn.

Ghost sighed, holding it firmly in his hands.

“You and me both, old friend,” he murmured, running his fingers along it. 

It had served him well, even just as wall decor after it had cracked. His final unbroken piece from his first family.

He tucked it into his belt on his shell. He would do something with it later, if they survived this.

[skcirthinq]

SPOILERS AHEAD!!!!!

Read the chapter first guys, please, you will not regret it!

hey @amevello-blue .

what the hell???

AMEVELLO-BLUE.

WHAT

THE

ACTUAL

LITERAL

HELL????

And fuck!!!

Did I need to be absolutely obliterated by a missile with Casey Jones 03's name on it??? Did I really????

After the first hit from 03 Splinter??????

(legitimately, this was so well done and as always, your writing is amazing!)

[amevello-blue]

IN MY DEFENSE...

The SAINW episode killed him first. He looks like he hasn't aged at all from the Casey we know while April definitely has, which would imply Casey. Died pretty young. I'm pushing it imo just by making it more than 10 years after Donny disappeared.

[ofhoovesandheart]

absolutely stunning akhal-teke stud… such a pretty man

[elodieunderglass]

Weird greyhound

[stahsm]

Overlock Stitch by @clothes_reetzy

[thatisuseful]

Damn, that's useful

[fluidstatick]

Finally a hand sewing tutorial on a hemline that isn't just the ladder stitch! the ladder stitch disappears when you tighten it, but it's not meant for hemlines because it breaks really easily! The overlock stitch is more stable, so it holds much longer, and it won't pucker or warp the fabric!

[watsdaughter]

tags by @gallusrostromegalus

[teaboot]

OH HELL THE FUCK YES

[angels-all-sin]

“ask me about” button PNGs credit not necessary but appreciated!

[capybaralovers]

Joined our Capybara community group 👉 https://www.tumblr.com/communities/capybara-world

[enki2]

[the-chaos-crew]

OP turned reblogs off but as someone with a crazy wicked scar that's been called "body horror" a few times, I really wanted this on my blog

in fact I think all of these are beautiful, cool, neat, or just neutral. nothing negative about any of it. also goes for implants, I've known people with implants of all kinds be made fun of, but that shit isn't ugly or gross either, it's just neutral and or positive

[deslizada]

man sometimes friendship really is just "I saw this and knew it would give you psychic damage. please respond with agony" and then they do. and it's great

[mjwatson]

bucky has a disability??

he doesn’t have an arm.

[sailing-ever-west-deactivated20]

happy almost ten years to my all-time favorite disability post on this braincell forsaken website

[hope-for-the-planet]

Pioneering grid battery nudges California closer to 24/7 clean energy

The Tumbleweed installation just went online in Kern County. It can store clean energy and discharge it for eight hours straight, a harbinge

A new large scale battery project in California is now the first in the country that can discharge stored, clean energy for up to eight hours at a time. The longer discharge time is a crucial next step in meeting 24 hour energy needs with clean power.

Battery storage is now being built at a higher rate than any other kind of on-demand (i.e. not intermittent power sources like renewables) power.