spent the night with my best friend, and for the first time in about a year i was at peace with myself... not for any other reason besides he makes me feel safe. I feel like i haven't laughed or smiled in so long, but last night even tho it was the first time we chilled in a long time he just takes all my worries away n allows me to to genuinely happy. I will forever love this man, and he'll never even know it..









