Ｉ ｄｉｄｎ＇ｔ ｍｅａｎ ｉｔ ！
chan x reader
established relationship
2nd POV
light angst, smut MDI (oral fem receiving, piv unprotected (don't), some aftercare, some fluff
synopsis: a silly fight turns into a desperate apology from chan and he's willing to do anything to make it up to you.
A/N: another fic and it's sub chan because he just won't leave my mind. I have other ideas I swear I'll get to them soon but hope you all enjoy this one!!
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you and chan are sat on your couch enjoying an off day a rarity given his busy workload day in and day out. things were going fine that is until you wanted a little attention.
"I just don't understand why this game seems to be able to keep your attention better than me." "oh don't be dramatic I'm just having a little fun. that not allowed round here." you roll your eyes a part of you knows he's joking but you can't help but get a little ticked off.
"that's not what I meant and you know it chan." He looks up at you with raised brows before shaking his head with a laugh. "you're being silly, I never have time to play anymore let me play."
"silly? is it silly to want to spend some time with my boyfriend, who's always busy?" chan notices your increasing annoyance treading carefully. "no of course not... don't put words in my mouth please." you scoff turning away hating yourself for getting so worked up. surely you could've handled this better.
"baby... are you really upset? I didn't mean to upset you or-" "I just felt a little ignored but... I'm being dramatic.. you can keep playing." you mutter quietly feeling silly now, much like he said but it sits with you and chan can tell. he watches you stand up to leave, his phone discarded on the couch now as he gently grips your wrist.
"No baby please don't go... I'm sorry I made you feel like I was ignoring you. I love being around you." he looks up at you with those big doe eyes. like a little puppy his soft pout making your resolve crumble but, you kinda love when he gets like this. "I don't know you were pretty mean back there." you tease watching his eyes grow wider. "I was not! I- I'll prove it... that I'm really sorry. please let me make it up to you... please jagi I'll do anything.
"anything?" you look down at him your expression growing a little darker. his tongue flicks out wetting his bottom lip. he nods his eyes growing hazy. "a-anything... please let me make you feel good... I'll be good for you."
his tone grows more needy the only things missing is him on your knees. he sounds so desperate to please you it makes your core throb. "oh sweet, sweet channie so desperate to please hm?" he noticeably gulps biting back a whimper before he nods eagerly. "y-yes... wanna be good for you." you run a hand through his messy curls before tilting his head back, his breath hitching a needy whine escaping him.
you move to sit on the couch, he's watching your every move soon following you like a lost puppy. "c'mere then show me how sorry you really are." "c-can I kiss you?" he's hovering over you, completely gone now only thing circling in his mind right now is you, pleasing you, being good for you. you wrap an arm around his throat tugging him down but not touching his lips cocking your head to the side almost as a challenge.
he wastes no time crashing his lips into yours. his movements usually so careful and graceful are messy and desperate. it's like he's trying to pour every ounce of himself into you with this kiss. he's whimpering softly when you kiss him back with just as much fervor.
he trails messy kisses down your jaw to your neck and collarbones his hands running down your sides to your hips squeezing you like he never wants to let go. "please- can I taste you- promise I'll be so good for you... make you f-feel so good mmh-." he begs and begs and you're not cruel how could you ever deny him. not when his eyes are glassy and wide looking up at you, and he's gripping you so tight you'll likely bruise and surely not when you know what his mouth is capable of.
those soft plush, plump lips latching onto your clit. his big perfect nose nudging at your clit everytime he moves. or those long pretty fingers curling just right into your needy, achy hole. no he loves to please and he always succeeds in doing so.
"go ahead babyboy make me come... if you think you're up for it?" you bite your lip to hide your smile, knowing this'll spur him on. if chans anything it's persistent he won't stop until a jobs done and that includes having his girlfriend make a mess all on his fingers, his tongue, his cock doesn't matter. he wants you to feel good, you will feel good. by the end of the day you'll know how sorry he really is.
he tugs at the hem of your shirt helping you out of it before his lips latch onto one of your hardened nipples playing with the other. you let out a soft groan keeping his face pressed to your chest. he laves at your nipple tugging it gently making your back arch a little off the couch before he switches to the other one.
he begins to kiss his way down your body, quick little kisses between your breasts down your stomach and over your hips. his hands practically shaking now where they rest at your hips "baby... sweetheart? please can I taste you? I- I'll be so good for you... I-" he leans over whimpering softly his nose nudging your clothed arousal before looking up at you. holding himself back so much it looks like he wants to cry. "go ahead channie... be a good boy for me hmm?" He nods eagerly, more than happy to make you feel so good.
he wastes no time tugging your panties down and tossing them away somewhere before he's gripping your thighs open. his tongue darts out licking up from your dripping hole all the way up to your throbbing clit. you suck in a sharp breath watching him with lustfull eyes.
"that's it baby, keep going f'me" he licks and licks his tongue flicking around your folds lapping up at your slick. he switches between sucking your swollen clit into his mouth and fucking you slow and deep with his tongue. the dual sensations feels like heaven. gripping his locks of curls tugging him closer he groans heavily at the sensation. "yes- fuck just like that... s-such a good boy for me... aren't you?"
he practically preens at your words nodding against your cunt the movement making your hips buck and a loud moan tumbles from your lips. "yes! yes I'm good- all for you. am I doing good baby?" so sweet always looking to make sure he's doing a good job. "yeah baby.. mmmh doing so good, always soo good for me."
he practically beams as he looks up at you before rubbing at your achy clit, it's all puffy and sensitive from all his attention but he's not even close to finished yet. "baby- babygirl... can I please b-be inside you. god please I'll be so good for you." "you're so needy tonight aren't you?" you tease and he whines burying his face into the plush of your stomach holding your sides tightly. "pleaseee.. I- I need to be inside you." you coo at him softly lifting his chin up so his gaze meets yours he's so far gone eyes blown wide and so hazy, chin and lips still covered in your slick. he just wants to make you feel good how could you deny him of that.
"mmm you've been so good for me haven't you?" he nods quickly as words are beyond him at this point. once you give him the go ahead he's quick to shed his sweats and boxers in one go. his thick cock slaps at his stomach, hard and already leaking at the tip. it's a flushed pink from the base to a scarlet red at his tip. you help him pump his cock watching the way his brows furrow and hold back his needy whines. "baby- please... I need you." you smirk up at him but decide to give him a break, you slowly ease him into your leaking hole. a moan punches out of his chest feeling your tight plush walls squeeze his cock as he fills you to the brim.
"fuck- feels so good baby-." his eyes are squeezed shut laying over you propped on his elbows whining softly into the crook of your neck. "you're so good for me baby- soo good." you feel him start to actually move slow deep thrusts that have you clenching around him. "mmh- you can't.. fuck baby.. you feel too good I- I can't."
"close already huh?" you ask with a broken moan feeling his thrusts start to pick up. they're quicker, sloppier like he's trying to hold onto something. his head drops back to your shoulder and he's muttering, begging for you to come. "I need you to come, please, please come I- I wanna be good. f-for you." with a few more deep thrusts you find yourself hurtling into your release, squeezing his cock like you're trying to keep him deep inside. he moans, the sound higher than before hiding his face in the crook of your neck as he comes right after you. "fuck- I- I couldn't." a string of mumbles leaves his lips as his release is shot into you.
you both sit in silence as you catch your breath chan holding you closer now. "I'm sorry...." you push his messy curls out of his eyes before kissing his nose softly. "I didn't mean to hurt your feelings... I- I should've been paying more attention to you." the look on his face makes it hard to be upset with him. his glazed over eyes all teary at the corners, that soft pout you couldn't stay mad at him.
"I know my love... it's okay I'm not upset.. not anymore." you can't help but tease him a little. he dramatically huffs but you can feel him hold you even closer. "I really love you... so much. I didn't mean it..." he whispers softly against your collarbone before pressing slow soft kisses to the sensitive skin there. you know he's sorry, you can feel it, with every press of his lips to your delicate skin. "I love you too channie.. so, so much." you feel him smile against you before he looks up at you, pressing the softest kiss to your lips. "let's clean you up my precious love." he doesn't give you a chance to argue before he's sat up with you cradled close in his arms.
he runs you two a bath, helps washes you up careful and gentle around your most sensitive parts, and helps you into one of his favorite hoodies aptly becoming one of your favorites as well. once you two are wrapped up in bed he pulls you so close to his chest there's not an inch of space between you. "I love you babygirl... get some rest I'll be here... always."
and you can feel he means every word. it settles down over you deep in your bones. draped over you like a blanket or a big comforting hug. he's sorry, he loves you and he'll spend everyday proving it.
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thank you for reading I hope you all enjoyed let me know what you thought and what you'd wanna see in the future. I had fun writing this one I always love subby skz.