GOD I wish I could just be a little helper on a german farm and care for the cows and put up fences and learn how to work my ass off all day and get strong and ride horses and have a little room or sleep in the barn all summer and send letters to my friends back home and long for my gf back home and make beautiful art on my days off and be completely removed from normal life for a good year. I wish I could befriend a local farm kid and go on forest adventures together and pick berries and make jam with their mom and just lean into being a big anne kinnie. To do all that and then go back to my normal life with a new outlook on everything













