#goblinjeezus

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“at times i thought that this life would end in suicide and poems of soliloquy of unmastered artestree, or i had hoped it would. for this life had never been nice or ever attempted to properly introduce itself to either one of us. but the expectations continued to heighten as our lives grew but as with growth change comes, like it or not. what was this life made for if not to torture us? or was it meant to lead to something incomphrensible to anyone without the gift of being this cursed? boxers or briefs, we all have choices to do with what we want but in our minds, when they play against us, do we really have any other choice to fight or take flight? the answer came when i was 20. the answer came when i was 22. who are we and how did the story manage to keep continuing through this thick and length fog that had eroded ours souls but by this time started to mend.”

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“there they stood, one man who wished for more relationships and another who wanted to rid himself of any and all that laid before and behind. one sought companionship, the other sought one night so he could leave in the morning. sadly to report the whore got what he wanted more often than the true man who wanted the real thing. ironically, it made them both jealous of the other, for it all seemed everything was the opposite of what they had wished deep down. the emotions stormed and struggled for them to cling on to what they knew but once the tears had dried and the fog had lifted, life still remained. i won’t die alone. i won’t be alone at all.”

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“he had rules, a series of laws, a set of principles that could not be contradicted or broken but could be amended. of this i am proud, for i amended some in honor of both our well beings. i thought of him and i, i thought of myself for we had switched bodies and minds so many times during this conversation. who was who didn’t matter anymore, the clear essence of each soul was daunting and overwhelming that it could not be mistaken that this was meant to save our lives. at this moment a change occurred in both of us not drastic but enough to encourage us that change, after all, could happen. Adaptation.”

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“i met a man that had just taken a few more pills, as he always does, to pursue the avenue of the night to come. he was going to go out and party as he usually had, but something said sit down in your chair and stay in tonight. he planted himself in front of his computer and began to chat with his friends, drinking and smoking, as outside the rain started to pour giving off an aroma of something to come. and then a random meeting came and went, in the matter of seconds, life became something more than just getting through the day. i found that life is more than just flesh and bones, tears and smiles, their is depth and truth. a truth that no one man had ever shared to him until this night of all nights. i stumble upon this fact and feeling still not knowing what it was that allowed me to lend my ear to his heart and let it bleed.”

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“i met a man by chance who was angry amongst them all and held his life on the line to the most definitive degree. that night changed everything that man ever wanted. a glimpse shot out into space, a glimpse of what could be became evident and clarity that still it could be. he had simply given up and planned to give final notice to the life he had been so called given. but not anymore, a man came on and without knowing of any his thoughts, he just talked. a talking that proved worth a trial and tribulation of ones self that could compare to that of great kings and treaties, that could compare to the most loved ones who needed help even though the vague stench of uncertainty stayed throughout. a trust began to formulate and manufacture as if to say ‘we are not alone.”

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“the exact definition of a hero is a person who is admired for great or brave acts or fine qualities, but what they forget is that they lived. they lived long enough for someone to acquire great admiration and willingness to spread their wealth of true and pure life. a hero, by no means is a perfect creature, but a creature that can be aspired to. god made man in his own image but what of these “heroes” did he have another idea in mind or was this something all of us could become? the very word would claim their can only be a select few and only a select few be written about if not to inspire but to prove greatness exists and can persist through a mountain of horror.”

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My 2 sense made with nonsense

"this is the the part of the story where I dazzle u with how I did it right? wrong. u know how I did it…I invented it I created it I’m boardline saying it that ima mufuckin thing that u only see once in a life time call me jeezus call me Lucifer the angel that fell from the sky call me that guy who said that thing and then it all happened cus u saw it even  tho I said it about a couple of days now but hey shit happens right I got lucky. Man I’m on the verge of god mode and I ain’t been breaking a sweat yet I’m the one who said id be the one to do it when its already been done been done better faster stronger better whatever who am I original what am I god only knows what did I just do the unspeakable I went LeBron james on they  ass I turned a idea into a connection a method into a madness a record into a bad ass and desert into a gas mask I’m back tracking and shes blowing me kisses cus she knows who I am and what this all really means. this means the world is my pear I be its oyster set ur mind to it be bored enough I will unlock u I will destroy u I will define u I will relax u I will explore u I will rewrite u and turn u over and sign u to become an instant gold record a classic and signature on the wall a fly in the ointment the man the ghost the legend the voice the choice the decider the decision to take what is mine and throw on u like a tazer to a bad guy like a razor to that beard to trim that much and design that flaw so one day I can fix it and be that guy that knows everything for in this moment I am merely transcendence I’m the verb the noun the adjective and the definition I have elevated to a place so new warm and cocky and black but white but grey but hey I warned ya that something crazy could fuckin happen didn’t know it be the future so lets go back to the future rewrite history explore history and the future and combine both to become my inception my design my real life true story we made it finally faded. transcending above you like the clouds in the sky the moon and the stars the galaxy and captain kirk I be up wit the others like if there be putting a fingerprint on the earth my sign on your forehead my ticket to the show that I created the big show the great big show this thing called life in a moment a second split in half and then dissected and frozen like a glacier then alone like a stranger in an alleyway sayn he went that away but wait hey I’m right here oh wait I’m not dreaming am I am that guy officially. transcending transcendence beyond the everlasting speed of light and the very essence of sound for in this moment I speak to u like I’m ancient like I’m noble like I’m the legend in the stories the main character to ur movie the star of the show the ripple in the moment and then I’m gone. ghost. transcending above you. for life. peace."