First Post. Let’s See How It Goes.
Often times, I find myself to be sick. Mentally sick, unstable for normal life. I cannot force myself to leave the comfortable cloud that us mortals call a bed, and into the sticky trash pile and garbage dump that is life. I end up rotting in that bed like a poor, dead deer, shot in the head by a hunter, who has not yet been ravaged by the vultures and fungi. Soon that bed becomes a Venus Fly Trap, and I’m stuck in there, melting from the 117 degree heat, just laying in that plant and rotting in my own disgusting scent. I find myself realizing a while later that that situation and sensation is called “Depression.” I prefer to call it The Night Monster Under My Bed, The Night Monster In The Closet, The Night Monster In That Basement, etcetera, etcetera. When you’re not looking for it, The Night Monster creeps in and attacks you, and you become its sticky prey, consumed by the shadowy moisture and consistency that covers Depression in its unholiness. However, I have found something that I find interesting and is slowly keeping The Night Monster away. For now, at least. It’s called... Writing. I’m sure you’ve heard of it. If you haven’t, and if I haven’t, then I wouldn’t be making this post and you wouldn’t be reading it. The Night Monster appears to dislike it when attention is brought onto It, even just the smallest bit, so I hope this gets some attention, because this texture of the shadowy consistency is going to give me a panic attack sooner or later.
Anyways. I suppose I should introduce myself.
My name is Alex. I am nonbinary, they/them pronouns, and identify purely as a threat. I consider myself to be trixic, aka liking girls. I am not sure how long this label is going to last, considering I often question myself while residing in Rock Bottom Avenue. The Night Monster tends to haunt my family, but It appears to like me the most, and it ends up hitting me the hardest. I have a fascination in the Medical Field, and it is a possible career path for me. Writing is simply a hobby, and I do not think I’ll ever end up pursuing it. I love visual novels, the colors yellow and dark red, gore, true crime, the deep web, creepy and mysterious internet things, and ARGs. Some of the specific things I like are the following: Killing Eve, Grey’s Anatomy, Overwatch, EXTREME MEATPUNKS FOREVER, Life is Strange, Local58, HiImMaryMary. Some more, but I can’t think of any at the moment.
Mutuals and goblins I can interact with would be nice. Thank you for reading this, mystery reader.