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        soleil’s lost in the moment, her lips colliding against another’s in a scene of forged passion as she hears the door open, and ultimately, her heart drops. of course, she had mentioned she was rehearsing scenes at home today with her scene partner, but in the interest of sparing feelings, she lied about how much physical contact would be involved. especially since said scene partner was someone she used to date. she pulls away from the kiss instantly, already on the defensive. “no, no, it’s not what it looks like, i swear,” she stutters, although she knows the damage was already done. “mon chéri,” she pleads, her native tongue only slipping out when she’s upset or excited, as it’s the language of her heart. “we were just rehearsing, i swear–– that’s it.” // @gocdgcnebcd​. 

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did mysti know she should have cancelled? yes. did she know that she really just let her friends talk her into going anyways knowing it would actually be more awkward with her there? absolutely. but yet, there she was, sitting in the back of the van with her bags in trunk to spend a weekend in the appalachian mountains. ah yes, another one bites the dust to sweet old peer pressure. and she hates herself just a little bit more for it because there he was, sitting in front of her with his perfect hair and seemingly unbothered by the situation at hand. the moment they pulled up and into the driveway of the cottage and everyone gathered their things mysti couldn’t help but to blurt out, “i just...hate to be this guy but like...could we maybe switch up the sleeping arrangements a little?”

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RONNIE: so guess who has a giant spit up stain all over her shirt and guess who didn't see it before getting in the car to take ur son to the doctor for his check up... yeah it's ME!!! he rly only wants me to look ugly before we go out i guess

RONNIE: anyway how's ur day going so far?? we miss u :( i hate this u going back to work thing :(

RONNIE: ps sorry i yelled at u this morning it was the sleep deprivation talking not me i love u

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as ronnie’s due date drew closer, her anticipation and anxiety surrounding birth and all the new responsibility that came afterwards intensified. she was terrified, but at the same time, the most excited she’d ever been. she’d read as much as she could get her hands on, even though she knew there was still an incredible amount she could only ever learn from firsthand experience. however, she held faith that she and luca would figure it out together – no matter what, they always did. while her doctor had told her it could happen any day now, she hadn’t found any concrete reason to start panicking yet. not until now, at least. she’d felt a little off all day, but she simply attributed it to pregnancy – some days were better than others. it was an early night for her, not usually in bed by this time. now laying in bed, she rests her phone against her now nearly ready to pop stomach, scrolling through her instagram feed as she waits for luca to join her. suddenly feeling a wave of discomfort, she shifts somewhat, hoping to ease it, although it seems to only awaken the pain more. “oh, god,” she breathes, the lightbulb flicking on in her head, realizing that it might actually be happening now. she waits, though, not wanting to alarm luca if it turned out to be nothing. the next time it hits her, it’s a little more intense, moving to sit at the edge of the bed, “luca,” she calls out, panic rising in her voice. “shit, come here, now – i think it’s happening. i don’t know what, but something’s happening!” // @gocdgcnebcd​.  

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ronnie’s excitement and anxiety over getting everything ready before the baby arrives had reached an all time high. it didn’t quite feel real yet, but at the same time, she was beginning to face the reality that in a matter of weeks their life would be changed forever. that realization had her stuck between feeling a special giddiness and an overwhelming sense of fear, one that she wasn’t exactly sure how to cope with. facing fear head on wasn’t something ronnie generally did; a long time ago that feeling would’ve made her run away, but she’d grown since then. even when something scared her, she moved to face it head on, no matter the fall out. that’s what she wanted to do today; instead of succumbing to those feelings, she figured the two of them could focus on building the crib, hoping that maybe that would give her some peace of mind. the minute she hears the door open, she moves to get off the couch and greet him, although slower than normal, considering the size of her growing stomach. “god, i can barely get off the couch anymore,” she chuckles, leaning in to press a kiss against his lips in an effort to greet him. “we can skip our nap, if you wanna... i had coffee instead,” which probably wasn’t a good idea, considering how jittery she was already, but it seemed like a good idea in the moment. “what about you? you think you can build stuff without a nap? i’ll be there for motivation, as always.” she smirks. // @gocdgcnebcd​. 

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RONNIE: heeeeeey babe

RONNIE: on a scale of 1-10 how tired do u think ur gonna be when u get home

RONNIE: bc i have something super fun for us to do when u get here :)))

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ronnie couldn’t believe that the day had finally come – that they were going to find out the sex of their baby. ever since the ultrasound that morning she’d been buzzing with excitement and impatience, much too eager to finally found out what their future was going to look like. there was no way she could’ve waited more than the few hours she already had to, but thankfully, luca was nearly as impatient as she was, which definitely worked out in their favor on this occasion. luckily, most of her time was occupied with getting everything ready for the party, even though her mind was still running wild with possibilities. either way, she knew she’d be happy, as long as the remainder of her pregnancy went smoothly and the baby was healthy – that was all she could ask for, really. finding out they were going to be parents was a turning point in their lives, but this felt like another; now they’d have even more to look forward to, and they could start fully preparing. she couldn’t wait to decorate the nursery and buy clothes and toys – something she never thought she’d be excited for, but her life and her priorities had changed tremendously in the past few years, and now it was about to change even more. bounding down the stairs, she finds luca quickly, smiling as she presses a kiss against his cheek. “are you ready?” she asks, looking at him. “so, what’s your official guess? what do you think it’s gonna be?” // @gocdgcnebcd.

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it was unlike ronnie to wake up so early, especially on a weekend, but after seeing her reflection in the mirror on her way back from the bathroom, she was too excited to even attempt to go back to sleep. she was finally noticing that her body was changing — the emergence of her small bump filling her with excitement that this was actually happening. she’d tried to trick herself into thinking she was finally showing many times, but this time she was fairly certain it was an actual bump. after spending far too long looking in the mirror, she runs back into their bedroom, quickly jumping back on the bed in an attempt to wake luca and share the news. “baby, wake up,” she says, reaching over to shake him awake, not even keen to what time it was. “i think i’m showing, look,” she stands up then, raising her t-shirt up so he can get a better look. “look!” // @gocdgcnebcd.