Jul 14, 2021
2012…….. being nearly a decade ago……… that just fucked me up. big time. feelin like i’m beyond the void in a, ya know, existential crisis kinda way
don't worry, i cried about this last night
#time keeps moving#it's the most brutal beauty in our lives#these moments of pure wonder#they come and they go and all we can try to do is hold onto them while we can#but time comes and does what she does best#going back is like#a balancing act#y'know?#like i have such strong emotions around how *happy* i was in 2012#even though my own personal world was falling apart#there was so much on the horizon#and i was so excited#i think about her a lot#that younger me#and so#i will write about it#and i will love her