Fic Rec: Don't Look by @neverhornyoneighth (a gift to me!!)
Unfortunately, his best attempt at subtlety is not enough, and after a soft, short gasp escapes him he hears the brush of hair upon pillow and turns his head to see Ram – still laying on his back, but head turned toward him and eyes no longer shut – watching him, a strange look on his face.
He expects Ram to turn away after a moment. Ignore him, go back to trying to fall asleep. His eldest brother just stares, though, and Colum is beginning to feel very self conscious about the way his hand is – very noticeably – moving beneath the covers.
“Don’t look,” he hisses, louder than he means to, and a moment later he hears bedclothes rustling followed by a quiet snickering from behind him.
“Don’t mind him, Colum,” Capris says from the third bed in their shared room. “Bet he hasn’t even realized what you’re doing. ‘M not sure he even knows how to jerk off.”
Colum used to wish he had the privacy of his own bedroom. After tonight, he's not sure he minds anymore.
Nev’s writing is always fantastic, highly recommend!