#goodbye cameron

[horror-of-nonbeing]

I found out my friend died today. I told my mom that I felt like I was sadder than I was supposed to be because while our time was significant, it was short. 

She said, “I don’t think we can ever be sadder than we’re supposed to be.”

And as soon as the words were out of her mouth, I realized nothing had ever made more sense.

[the-future-scares-me]

Ive never wanted to rest start anything so bad! Take me back so we would never end up to this point. I want you to still be in this but your not. Im sorry for everything and ill love you forever. Goodbye old friend I will miss you unconditionally.

[justkeepsmilingbabe]

I deleted him from snapchat.

It was the last social media connection I had to him. Now I have no way of seeing what he's doing, without actively looking him up. I won't see anymore snaps about him and his girlfriend. My heart won't drop when I look at everyone's stories. I have this void in my chest. I feel like I should be sad or regret it but I don't. I don't feel anything. I'm not sure if that's better than missing you.

[armagetsome]

if you're feeling sad about your breakup that's just because you had tremendous feelings for them, and that's a wonderful thing

[bxthhh]

I want to stop counting my first two relationships as actual relationships but lucy says I'm not allowed to. Even if they were the kind where you 'tell them you love them but you don't fully understand that I means, and you feel like your hearts working overtime at the mention of a name, and even though you don't like certain part of them you accept them anyway and don't expect them to hide them from you.' Even after that adorable little speech my first two relationships didn't happen if anyone asks me