#gooddaytoyou

[a-troubled-muggle]

Well this was a solid week I would say....

So for those of you who don't know, which I'm sure, none of you who follow me don't know me, I am going through a bit of a rough patch right now in my relationship due to my own doings.

I cheated....again.

I fucked up...again.

I took an amazing woman's heart and ripped out and stabbed it over and over.....again.

Now I know some of you out there who may read this may say, "you don't deserve her, let her go, etc." And you wouldn't be wrong to say that.

Recently I was diagnosed as a sex/love addict. I know sounds far fetched but going through it all with my therapist and getting down to the nitty gritty parts of my earlier years, (I'm 28 now), it's pretty obvious I've had some skeletons that I didn't want out and covered up my feelings for love and communication with just sex because I felt like that was the best way to deal with any kind of emotion.

I was happy.....find someone to have sex with.

Stressed? Have sex.

Arguing with your partner...go have sex.

Not talking about it?....have sex.

And I've always told myself I can stop whenever, but CLEARLY that was a lie to myself.

It has been a very rough journey not only for me but my family.

I'm getting g the help I need, I'm going to start attending slaa meetings and hope to repair this with my fiance one day.

[a-troubled-muggle]

How’s your day going?

Not sure where you're from but here in central cali, the weather is trippin out on us.

i couldnt sleep for nothing last night , which is odd because i only had 3 hours of sleep from getting off my 12 hour shift at work. i woke up and decided id just use my last few personal hours to cover my shift and take the night off, so did that and spent some good time with my lil family.

the rain didnt hit until about 2am, i was still up, couldnt sleep, was feeling frisky but wifey wasnt waking up and having it, so just turned on superstore on my phone and just kept watching until my eyes shut.

woke up to hearing the wind blowing crazy and rain hitting our windows with some fierce taps. decided to get up and take my wife to work and get coffee and now its 4pm with hail coming down, cloudy, working on our engagements groups on instagram that ive been behind on for the past week and a half cause i get tired of liking and saying the same bullshit because i want to say something else but in todays world if you give people the hard truth of what you really wanna say about their ridiculous outfit, youre seen as a monster and heartless.....which in my opinion i really do not give a shit.

i dont know you. you dont know me. we just have our screens in between us and will always see eachother as someone that we are not.

so yea, thinking ill cook up some ribs, clean up the house a bit more, then call it a day and hope my 4 year old doesnt knock out at 11pm again like last night.

talk soon. 

[urbanminerals]

To wish a life without stairs, without hills and mountains is to wish a dim life without the joy of rising with our own efforts ✨🏔// thank you to all who came out to @goodandgooder today, you da best! ✨ . . #goodandgooder #gooddaytoyou #keepclimbing #onmywayup #urbanminerals (at Junction Craft Brewing) https://www.instagram.com/p/BygdBF7hFjt/?igshid=c78np5tedl1o

[syedzul32]

Be a nice person 😎😎😎 #agoodguyisacoolguy #benice #haveaday #gooddaytoyou https://www.instagram.com/p/BsrfOjtBGnX/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1mf0gsp7ov45j

[tedyism]

#Pray #prayforme #forgive #PrayAndForgive #thoughts #wisdom #GoodDayToYou #BlessedDayToYou #WisdomShouldBeShared #inspiretheuninspirable #ItsNotAlwaysGonnaBeDark #BeHumble #CatchMeLivingLife #DontGiveUp #GetInOnThese #MotivationIsLife #MotivationIsMyLife #MotivatingSomeoneMotivatesYou #ImpossibleMind #share #repost #tagme #HappyTimes #SadTimes #takethegoodwiththebad #ImHereForYou #BeThereForMe #FocusOnTodayBecauseTomorrowMayNotLetYou

[tedyism]

#Pray #prayforme #forgive #PrayAndForgive #thoughts #wisdom #GoodDayToYou #BlessedDayToYou #WisdomShouldBeShared #inspiretheuninspirable #ItsNotAlwaysGonnaBeDark #BeHumble #CatchMeLivingLife #DontGiveUp #GetInOnThese #MotivationIsLife #MotivationIsMyLife #MotivatingSomeoneMotivatesYou #ImpossibleMind #share #repost #tagme #HappyTimes #SadTimes #takethegoodwiththebad #ImHereForYou #BeThereForMe #FocusOnTodayBecauseTomorrowMayNotLetYou (at San Francisco, California)

[dont-draw-attention-blog]

Right in the feels! #illustration #doodle #drawing #scribble #postit #minimalism #minimal #tinydrawing #tiny #digitalart #digitaldrawing #digitalillustration #digital #character #lazy #idontcareanymore #art #toon #notmickeymouse #dizney #feeling #emo #carton #classy #gooddaytoyou

[awkwardly-delightful]

An Open Letter to those Who Think I'm Not Worthy to Help People

I have absolutely nothing to prove to you. I don't live my life to please you. I live my life to glorify God. I live my life to help people. Love people. To help guide people in a more positive direction. Don't you dare tell me I'm not suited for that when God has done so much change within me. I am not the same person I was three years ago or even a year ago. I've grown and continue to grow. That's the important part. Growing. Realizing that there's so much more to be done. So I would appreciate it if you would get off your imaginary high horse and realize that you are just as much an imperfect being as I am.