Well it's un edited, no beta, literally just wrote it then posted it, didn't even read though it agian. Rawdogging it. Let's go
You look back over your shoulder at the sudden quiet and there Johnny stands, in the middle of the isle, stiff, eyes clouded over as he stares at nothing. Sighing you walk back over to him, your heart stitch in your throat. Remember, you tell yourself, gentle and slow,stay on the side without his wound, brush your fingers against his, DONT grab at him, he will swing. Your touch is feather light on the back of his knuckes. Soft voice, dont let the panic show, “Johnny?, Hun?” your voice is gentle as you slowly increase the pressure of your fingers on his. No response, ok time to hold his hand, slowly slide your hand into his, dont grab too hard, you dont want to be flipped again. He squeezes your hand back slightly. Ok. good sign, now bring your other hand up to his chest, center no shoulder touching, makes him irritated. You bring up said hand and gently press your palm on his chest “Hey, Darlin’ you with me?” you slowly start to rub his chest, he likes that, says it grounds him. Johnnys eyes move to look at you, still glazed over, so you bring the hand that you are holding up to your face, risky, he cound go for the throat, but all signs point to him being lost in his head, not having a flashback. So you gently press your lips to the back of his fingers. He blinks and you smile at him “Hey bud” he blinks a couple more times as his eyes focus back on you. He brings his free hand to grab at the one on his chest and smiles “Hi.” his voice is soft along with his smile as he looks down at you. You feel your smile brighten “Hi” you reply. Johnny pulls you into a hug shoving his face into your neck “Ah wis lost agin wasnt ah”
