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An 8 part story of a young woman named Olivia and her navigation through Love Understanding Passion & Self value.
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Memories of ecstasy addiction can't repress
An 8 part story of a young woman named Olivia and her navigation through Love Understanding Passion & Self value.
http://glade8.tumblr.com/
💦☔️Copulation
I want you to grab your inner thigh while and just for a brief moment your other hand covers your breast and pinches your nipple Imagine me behind you speaking you. Guiding you through your own body My voice bares down your neck Now watch my hand come around you. From your right knee I grip and grab you and I slide my hand up to your clit Your hand on your thighs begins to move and follow mine Together we are holding your clit saturated with moisture You anticipate my fingers inside you. But I resist I hold your left breast and squeeze your nipp with my left and my right I begin to rub your clit as I kiss and nibble on your ear You begin to stagger a bit but I hold you up As your Knees buckle and tremble. I then insert my middle and index finger inside you. As if they alone are holding you up Curling my fingers to the wall closest to the frontal pelvis You feel you juices running down your thighs. It's begins to feel like a storm. Body shakes and your voice moans and gasps for air At every curling motions my fingers makes i then lift your body up and down. Two motions begin to collide. Still grabbing your breast biting your shoulders neck and ear You feel me growing on your back down to your ass You grab me. Feel my hard phallic symbol in your hand. Veins in sight. Before you begin to stroke me You feel my pulse by squeezing my dick now you feel fully in sync I leave your breast and grab your ass. Spread your cheeks and bend you over. As my fingers depart your wet pussy i enter inside of you. My fingers remain on your clit rubbing in a circular motion as I stroke you You cant breathe. The intensity is overwhelming You feel me stretching you out no matter how wet youve gotten Stroking at a calm pace allowing you to breath. But my fingers begin to rub harder and move faster I have place one foot one the bed and one remaining on the floor allowing me to now move my dick in a circular motion. Making my way around your pussy As your bent over you enjoy the view Squeezing your tits You scream your about to cum I then move with more aggression Pounding and beating that pussy You feel me just swelling up inside of you The harder I go the deeper I get. You begin to feel my nuts clap against that pussy Every stroke has you feeling different. Body temp has raised to a max. Legs are like jelly. But I'll hold you together. Your pussy grips my dick as you climax Screaming your body regains new strength the wasn't there prior. Still moving and fckn in a rhythmic motion I tell you I'm about to nut Your pussy swells again Fluids squirt and leak down your leg Where do you want it baby? I grip your body harder. Wrapping my hands around your neck As I grip your throat I nut all in that pussy. Like a Cannon blasting my dick shoots and grows in size that's unimaginable for just a moment. I then throw you on the bed and watch you gasp for air and body quake
Women are the Original Masochist
Do you think child birth is painful bearable because it comes from a pleasure center? The anus, which belongs to both male and female, is also tolerable, for some men and women, to pain in the same fashion as the vagina is. The reason for high levels of tolerance is because it's a pleasure center. To be clearer both areas the vagina and anus can either receive pleasure or stimulation through penetration of small or large objects. Unlike the vagina and anus, the penis can receive neither stimulation nor pleasure through penetration. It will only be painful. Masochism would be the perfect term to describe child birth and both anal and vaginal sex. Masochism would be the only explanation why some can endure high levels of physical pain. Pleasure must come from somewhere. I've come to the conclusion that women who take on child birth can endure such pain because mental pleasure can come from it, while physical pain takes hold over the body.
A question of love, loyalty and faith
If are a devout Christian , Catholic to your standards and to the religion and faith this question applies to you. If you married the love of your life. A man/woman who truly made you happy having all things in common except one, faith in religion. She or He is a great person despite that one particular difference especially since that difference is corner stone of most household and neighborhoods. But your spouse means the world to and vice versa. Now when it's time for our bodies to leave this earth according to some faith doctrines specified above, if you don't believe in God then you will not be accepted into his kingdom in heaven. Now let's say you go to heaven but your spouse doesn't because of his beliefs. We can also extend this to friends and family 1. How do you feel about that? 2. How is it truly heaven if the ones you love are not there 3. Can you truly be happy knowing that you're in heaven and the ones you love could be in purgatory or burning in hell ?
Differences-Titles & Genuine acts
What’s the difference between a BoyFriend/Girlfriend and a Man/Woman who enjoys your company? If we claim not to own anyone and all things are free choice. Then no one belongs to anyone else. We aren’t slaves So I would assume that we choose to be around one another by choice. A man who spends time with by choice with no title, may possibly. talk/sleep/etc with someone else But not leave you But if he doesn’t choose to be with anyone else then he just doesn’t However, If your in a relationship and your significant other wants to talk/sleep/etc with someone else Again not leave you Do you think it’s because he said he’s in a relationship that will stop him from screwing or prevent the girl from indulging themselves in specific action with other persons Both are possible in each condition. So why have a title.?? Ive established this point about titles--- It’s figurehead position with social impositions
Disclaimer :
This all stands if both sides agree about how they feel. But then there wouldn’t be a problem. Just don’t lie to the one your with. Or go back on a promise and keep someone in the dark.
Here’s my view. Hopefully it makes sense.
I hang out, sleep, watch movies, eat and talk with you. I do it because I like your company.
I guess I can tolerate you.
I don’t like relationships because things become expectation. And I like that I expect nothing from a woman. I admire all GENUINE ACTS -Free from hypocrisy, counterfeit and pretense
I like when she does things that make her and me smile because that’s who you are. And hopefully it’s all vice versa. But relationships create liars. Sometimes-(We do it because we think we are protecting the one we care about )If you call and I don’t pick up it could make you mad that I’m not available. But if there is no expectation then there is no reason to lie.
---------------- I believe Religion plays a big Role in many peoples lives but I don't believe it matters if you have lived with out it It's who you are. I grew up in the church. I'm still the same person. I choose not to believe a relationship is needed. I still think (he she it)god🙏🏿) exist. I'm here. I just don't know how 🙏🏿did it. And I refuse to listen to other tell me what happen when they don't even know for sure. But statement that is shelled out every time is "it's in the bible so it must be true". I can't follow that sentiment. Now the bible makes sense at times and at other times it doesn't, but when that happens people allow it to be open to interpretation and that has occurred more often now. A very structured yet an Ambivalent piece of text And relationships I'm open to them. I just got out a four year relationship. But again I'm not against I'm just choosing to go about it differently. I feel that companionship resides deeper than titles and acknowledgments You have one best friend and several hundred friend. And the reason why the best is who he/ she is possibly because they serve the best purpose in your life. And by choice you choose to befriend them. But that doesn't mean your other great friends don't make you feel better than you best friend. So I'm stating that we chose our friends with no problems. And if a friend has a specific qualm about us hanging out with different ppl it's seen as childish jealousy that can easily be whipped into shape or just leave the friend. And because of that measure that event rarely occurs. . From my view the past and current state of relationships are the make up of fear and restrictions. So I've always been this way. Maybe I've found better words relay my thoughts. And a greater sense of logic or reasonings to sit down and ask a question. Speaking on Religion TBC
Because truly if we are children of the lord. And followed the original rules. We are going to hell. But we changed it over and over again over the years began to state that just as long you try to lead a good life , pray and believe it's good. You tailor it to fit the lifestyle you want to live. Less and less ppl are following Catholicism Christians and baptist and are becoming "spiruatual" / (non denominational) now leaving the church but still claim Jesus. This is the metamorphosis of religion.
Do we care?
I dont know if enough people including black people care about the black image. Or have a lack of drive to understand the momentous power that we have as a community. I keep thinking about that show line sisters that aired on vh1. Blacks were outraged And spoke on the topic enough to boycott the show until their demands were met.
They looked up the corporate supporters of the show and boycotted their products too. And the world changed and now the show is off the air. This tactic works with patience. Same as the bus boycott. Granted other tv shows like love and hip hop are trash but I guess everyone needs to make a dollar. Marching/parades only work as a scare tactic so the opposer can see your numbers. But the actions of the majority must still occur. I dont know I'm still thinking.
How I felt about a girl
If you don’t mind me saying I think your beautiful. I’ve seen that in you since all those years ago when I caught a glimpse. I still remember you making my day when you sang happy birthday to me. So that’s another added bonus to the beauty. I don’t know anything about you other than word of mouth and what you shared with the publicly. Only when I converged all the thoughts and notions I got one adjective that could describe you best. Passionate. I know in the past you’ve had feelings for a particular man. A man whom I’ve known and respected. So respectfully I kept my distance and life moved on. I assumed the same occurred for you. Not till until recently did I speak with man in regards to his thoughts about you. He had nothing but positive and respectful things to say. As he should. I don’t know where you are in life. Whether you could use an extra person or not. But I’m saying all this to say I’m interested in getting to know you if the feeling can be reciprocated. That would be cool. If not then that would be respected. Using whatever channels you feel comfortable with. I don’t have any specific intentions but only to follow the gravitational pull of intrigue that you have. Maybe we can be confirmed acquaintances, friends, more or even find out that we are better off not knowing each other. You just seem like a person people should have in their life no matter the capacity. I just want to share my thoughts. To have a SIP of the purity you provide would cleanse my heart
How I Feel
Jealousy Envy Rage Confusion Inadequacy Sadnesses Feeble Diminished All feelings when facing a challenges that may cause one to over exert their energy with minimal results. Competency falls due to a lack of pride Passion falters because none remains You question the purpose that you have designed for yourself. You question your rational as if you did not rationally place the pieces together for you to achieve. You claim you haven't accepted defeat so you look for the silver-lining. Areas to find happiness when pain is what surrounds you. You seek solace. You learn appreciation you learn patience Helping other brings you joy You believe in people This path was useful but wasn't not your true journey Do you believe in you? Have you found the passion that will ignite your flames of desire Will you become what you knew and believe to be true. When can you step to the arena where failure was so accustomed to be With eyes closed you picture your dreams You see a person with skill passion and desire If that's the constant vision Then you need to build Build on the mind and body Build the soul Close your eyes once more and envision your dreams. Once you see yourself Your faith has been restored. - ReVoltHeir