she starts taking care of her first horse when she’s five. the mare is older, not good for much, but good for a little girl to start learning how to take care of an animal. her dad is always there, watching his daughter groom the horse, teetering on her tiptoes as she stands on the stool to brush her horse. she can barely reach. he watches as she feeds the horse the carrots she snuck out of the house, giggling as the horse’s lips brush against her hand.
she starts riding the horse -- now named Oatmeal -- when she’s seven. her dad starts them off easy, walking around the yard, reign in hand, but pretty soon gracie is comfortable enough to do that on her own. her dad watches from the sidelines, smile on his face. when she’s done, she walks Oatmeal back to the stable, and brushes her until her fur shines. she still feeds Oatmeal carrots.
Oatmeal starts getting sick when gracie turns nine. her dad tries his best to take care of the animal, but there’s only so much that he can do. gracie doesn’t ride her much, she’s too big, Oatmeal too weak, but she still spends hours in the barn, talking to the horse, petting her, taking care of her, feeding her carrots.
she wakes up in the middle of the night just before her tenth birthday. she hears a bang, but since it’s two in the morning, she’s not sure what on earth could be happening. her mother appears in her doorway, and tells her to go back to sleep. she settles back in under her blanket, already planning what she’s going to talk to Oatmeal about in the morning.