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[writerinthewonderland-blog]

Wonderland of grace

Hi everyone! After years of praying and contemplating to write mini blogs, l'm here, back for good. (hopefully) 😄I realized I can use this to minister to my friends and loved ones and strangers as well. I would love to share to you lots of wonderful things God has been teaching me for the past years and I pray God will use my writings to minister to you. I'm your writerinthewonderland of grace and I'm excited to proclaim God's greatness to all of you. Please follow me @writerinthewonderland and together, let's discover the beautiful, impressive and surprisingly amazing Grace of God for you and me. Thank you very much! Grace and peace fill your heart always!😍😘

[journeyaboutgrace-blog]

The beginning

I don’t think I imagined how hard this was all going to be-it's emotionally, physically, and mentally draining. I thought by acknowledging that I had a problem and seeking help would alleviate the pain and confusion. I was wrong. 

 I met with my dietician the other day for the first time. There were many questions answered and many left unanswered. This process is about getting to know myself and what makes me tick the way I do. She said this is going to be really hard but it's all worth it, and I hope she's right.  She is going to help me live more in the gray area. I have the personality where gray is not apart of my life. I'm either all in or all out. I either exercise too much or not at all; and that's only one example. 

Right now, I have to try to give myself grace through this process. I have to start working on my internal struggles that will hopefully help my external ones.  Some days are better than others.  

 I ask myself why I had to become like this? What happened to me?