“ It’s not too late to come back to me. ”
Ryder swallowed hard at Gracie’s proposition. Merlin, it was tempting -- way too tempting -- to just fall back into her arms and act like the last few weeks had never happened. Like their complicated fake relationship had never been fake at all, and they could just pick up and be together as if nothing had gone on with him and Marley, or her and Piers, or her and Hugo, or... or whatever. The sixth years were a bloody mess, and it seemed like he and Gracie were hopelessly intertwined in it all... but he didn’t want that for her.
He missed her -- missed their charade, missed the little acts of affection he did by accident that made it seem like it wasn’t so fake after all -- but she deserved better than him. She deserved better than any of them -- so, so much better. She’d been jerked around this way and that, put on a rollercoaster ride of emotions, and then everyone had blamed her for things falling apart, when Ryder really didn’t think she was this villain everyone made her out to be.
Gracie Wood deserved someone that was going to love her and only her, completely, unconditionally, and Ryder couldn’t be that person for her. He thought he could, somewhere down the road, but right now it wasn’t fair for him to waste her time when she’d had enough back and forth in the past couple of years to last a lifetime.
If he stayed, though... if he stayed and hashed out the details, and explained himself to her, he’d cave. He’d kiss her senseless, hold onto her until someone forced him to let go, and he’d cling to this moment without a care in the world for what tomorrow and other people might bring. That was the wrong thing to do this time, though. That wasn’t what she needed, and he couldn’t put her in that place again.
So instead, he shook his head reluctantly, muttered “Yeah, it is too late,” and turned his back to walk away. It wasn’t what he wanted, and right now, it wasn’t what she wanted either... but it was what she needed. Let Ryder be the bad guy this time; let Gracie have a reprieve from all the hurtful words and accusations people threw her way. He’d take the heat on this one, and maybe, just maybe, that would pave the way for things to finally be better for her the next time.
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