#grandmascottlang

[jasntodds]

I feel nervous for the next part of Hamartia goodness, how angsty is it on a scale of "come on Spiderman" to "I don't wanna go?"

Okay so MOST of it is actually pretty nice because hi I love introducing characters but there is a scene that’s somewhere between “I don’t wanna go” and “Mr. Stark, it’s Peter. We won.”

Hamartia Chapter 3

[itsthwippingtime]

He sounds really gross from what you're saying as well as kind of manipulative. Even if he lives in France, it's a cool place, doesn't mean that his behavior is acceptable and should be excused, I would block him because he's being really rude and demanding (imo).

yeah i mean granted i’m probably blowing it up because i’m annoyed, from what i can tell he can be a really nice guy but yeah no it’s not inexcusable behavior because i have told him no and he keeps asking

i don’t think i’m gonna block him rn just cause he is a friend of a friend and we are kinda friends but if it gets much worse i’m going to

[acastleintheair]

Are You Really There?

Now I need someone to hold Be my fire in the cold

For the lovely @thelazypangolin as a part of Louise ( @grandmascottlang )’s secret Santa exchange.

This isn’t your first relationship. No, you had been with someone just last year. You thought they were the One.

(you two had met on Christmas; sparks flew. you would wake up with them next to you and smile. it was a relationship full of the cliche gooey romanticness you thought had only existed in cheesy Hallmark movies. but that makes sense, considering the two of you got together on Christmas. what a cheesy beginning to a cheesy relationship.)

But they left you behind. You woke up on New Year’s Day to an empty bed and a stripped apartment. Everything of theirs, down to the mug they would always use, was gone.

Now you have Peter. And your relationship isn’t perfect.

(he’ll ‘forget’ date night, leaving you with canceled plans and nothing to do. sometimes he refuses to touch you, and if you press him into giving you a hug, he’ll wince as if he’s in pain.)

You’re left wondering what you don’t know.

And that’s why you’re curled up by the fireplace all alone. You need time to think.

On the one hand, your relationship is nothing like your past one. (a good thing, a voice in your head whispers. perfect things don’t last.)

On the other, Peter’s hiding something. How can you give him your whole heart, if you can’t trust him? How do you know he’ll stay? Or that he really cares?

You shake your head at that. That’s too far, even as shy as you are about entering another relationship. Peter cares for you. It’s in his eyes when he smiles at you. It’s in his actions when he makes you hot cocoa with too many marshmallows, even in the middle of summer, because you feel sad and it comforts you.

It’s in that kiss you two shared for the first time yesterday when he walked you home and snow started falling and you were struck by how the snowflakes caught in his hair and in his eyelashes. (and then all you knew was the soft warmth of his mouth on yours, the tickle of the hoods of your coats against your cheek, the strength in his arms wrapping around you)

So maybe you don’t need time to think?

Peter is still hiding something. But he just might be here to stay.

[jasntodds]

So.. I'm in the process of writing something really fluffy... which will then turn to angst. But it'll be like Senses if that gives you a sense of how hard this one's gonna hit. I gotta come back with a bang, am I right? lol

WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE ANGST? LOUISE!!!!!

[jasntodds]

Peter remembered something about death. Funerals aren’t for the dead, they’re for the living. The more he thought about his own death, the more he seemed to agree with that statement. That's the teaser, that's all that you're getting. No more teasers :')

Excuse you, Louise

[jasntodds]

Bud, I have like 25k likes and I hate it. I'm constantly trying to unlike posts if they're not fics I haven't read yet. Younger me was a fool for pressing the like button 24/7.

Dude I would literally just unliking like crazy like no fucks given at some point ajkdhwak 

[jasntodds]

what if I told you it got even worse??? 🤔 also, want a sneak peak?

How on earth are you going to make it worsE??????????? Always down for a sneak peak!!

[jasntodds]

:') it's gonna be really bad. I was initially gonna do the bad ending and then I had a thought and the worse ending just completed it. Both were really bad, but this this one... y i k e s

LOUISE I SWEAR