#gray vagueposting

[graylilacs]

so i thought that if i piled something good in all my bad, that i could cancel out the darkness i inherited from dad

[graylilacs]

i think you can be in love with someone and it doesn't have to be romantic

[graylilacs]

sometimes i listen to mico. and then i listen to mico and think to myself "wow, this is my favorite artist? am i okay?"

no i am not. thanks for asking, self.

[graylilacs]

why is everyone getting a boyfriend except for me what is this shit

if i hear about one more person getting a boyfriend, i just might fucking lose it

[graylilacs]

okay so how many of my moots are still epic fans

it's been a hot second

but guess what's coming back

[graylilacs]

have you forgotten the lessons i've taught you?????

have you forgotten to turn off your heart??

this is not you

[graylilacs]

guys this shit was like something out of a fucking novel istg

him: that's why i like you.

me: what kind of like are we talking about here?

him: i like you like you're my best friend *kisses my forehead*

me: don't look at me like that and then just kiss my forehead

him: *actually kisses me*

LIKE WHAT THE FUCK

what world am i living in

[graylilacs]

okay here's the deal:

my rule for myself is no dating in high school. you have more important things to worry about and high school boys are so dumb anyway. college will be better.

unfortunately, i stick to my values, because literally all of my friends have boyfriends and i do not and lowkey, it kind of sucks.

BUT I HAVE VALUES!!! I HAVE VALUES AND I STICK TO THEM!!! EVEN IF IT SCREWS ME OVER

one more year, guys. one more year.