#grayxai

[onejaeone]

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Tracker list of current ongoing threads. If I forgot you, please let me know! If you would like to start or end a thread my inbox is always open and aim is in use after 6pm (GTM+1) - jaewon_jung

Current:

yovrbovs - The hotel meeting [tag] ||Ben

sehvn94 - CTWS - Cuddling time with Sehun [tag] || Sehun

grayxai - Offbeat [tag] || Gray

mavcriclc - Twisted ankle [tag] || Sue

pxrkliz -  You’re making a mistake [tag] || Lizzy

trulyxhoseok || Crying in the rain [tag] Hoseok

chihoon-model  || Finding the place to stay [tag] Chihoon

[onejaeone]

Tracker

Tracker list of current ongoing threads. If I forgot you, please let me know! If you would like to start or end a thread my inbox is always open and aim is in use after 6pm (GTM+1) - jaewon_jung

Current:

sehvn94 - CTWS - Cuddling time with Sehun [tag] || Sehun

o2o794  - Meeting at your place [tag] ||  Jinhwan

grayxai - Offbeat [tag] || Gray

mavcriclc - Twisted ankle [tag] || Sue

pxrkliz -  You’re making a mistake [tag] || Lizzy

trulyxhoseok || Crying in the rain [tag] Hoseok

[onejaeone]

Offbeat

“But he doesn’t look gay. I mean, just look at him. He’s surrounded by his friends and girls. You see his friend there? That one is gay but he isn’t.” Jaewon tried to prove his point but his friends didn’t want to hear about it. “Just because I said he’s handsome, it doesn’t mean I want to go over and offer myself to him. What the fuck is wrong with you guys?”

Persuasive powers of his friends were simply amazing because few minutes later he found himself agreeing, wondering why the hell not, alcohol in his system not really helping. He has only one life so why not live it? And they have a point, he needed a place to crash tonight. 

With a groan he downs his drink and starts making his way across the dance floor only to realize that he had no idea what to do or say when he approaches you. Sure, you are a handsome one and he wouldn’t mind to jump in bed with you but he wasn’t stupid, he knew that there was no way you would want anything with him.

“Hi there.” He says when he approaches you and it seems like everyone at your table turned to look at him. “Would you mind if I buy you a drink?” He says right away, figuring it’s better to get over it. You didn’t look like a guy who needed someone to buy them a drink, especially not a guy but it was worth a shot.

@grayxai

[hyoji]

'Babe'

Send me ‘babe’ and I’ll do this

you are :[] cute [x] pretty (Handsome sounds better haha) [] decent/okay[] beautiful[] sexy[] unf

If you stayed over, we’d:[] cuddle [x] talk[x] chill[] make babies [] have sex[] make out[] have a pillow fight

On a scale from 1-10, you are: [] 1-2[] 3-4[] 5-6[x] 7-8[] 9-10

You should:[] come on over[] make me a sandwich[x] text me [] call me[] be mine[x] talk to me more often

I want:[] your number [] to kiss you[x] to hug you[] to be yours[] to make you smile

[onejaeone]

" Dear past me, "

Dear past me,

I was thinking about starting with “It’s going to be better, don’t worry.” but who am I kidding? It won’t. It will never get better. Your life will stay the same, people will change, they will leave. No one will stay for you.

You will still sleep around the bus stations and look for warmth in old abandoned houses. The only real warmth you will ever get is when you sell your body. Sometimes they will hurt you and throw you out, sometimes they will be nice and let you stay the night. You will do all kinds of work just to get some money but you will always return to selling your body. 

Don’t be ashamed of it. It’s a work like any other. 

Don’t look for love because you won’t find it. You are good for fun, nothing else. They all leave as soon as someone better comes.

When your dad finds you and approaches you, please run. Don’t let him near. He will hurt you and he will hurt you bad.

The faster you learn how to separate your feelings, the better it will be for you.

I want to write so much more, I want to tell you so many things but... I don’t have much time so for now, this will have to do.

Stay alive.

Until some other time,

Jaewon