I think I write anything I write to you like seven times in my head before pen even hits the paper. I don’t know why because usually it starts to flow right after I start writing. To my Koala, my caffeine, my sunshine and my hope @trulyxhoseok if only words could describe how amazing you have been to me. Each moment I spend with you is precious and reminds me great things come when you least expect them.
I never expected to meet you or to grow close to you but I can never be more happy or thankful that I have and did. It’s been a up hill climb and I have enjoyed every moment of it even the slight tumbles. It’s nice know when you can be can be completely honest with someone and not be afraid to be judged or worried about losing them. We have both done this and it speaks to why we are together.
Writing to you and explaining my feelings is getting easier. Being beside you is the best place and the one where I am most comfortable whether we’re alone or not. Apart or together, I will always want to be with you and my heart is for you. I might be pretty bad at showing my full adoration and appreciating for you, especially in public but I know with time I will get better so I can always remind you.
We started our year off wonderfully and I will never forget the moments we have shared. We have so much planned ahead of us and so much to look forward to I want to be able to take you more places and when our schedules don’t allow it I want to be able find small ways to getaway like we always have.
You have grown so much and become even stronger in such a short time. You’re developing more and more and it’s an honor to watch you rise and become what you want to become. I just want to remind you not to stress too much and take moments for yourself when you need time. It’s when you best shine when you’re relaxed. No one expects you to be sunshine all the time, I only want you to be you.
I am truly in love with you and I hope to never let you go. Stay by my side good or bad, happy or sad, as I will always be by yours. It is 2K16 and all I hope for is to be a better boyfriend to you and not only be able to express myself in word to you but in actions as well. I’ll also try not to lose Child in a a pile of clothes again because I suck at cleaning when you’re gone. Let’s spend more time together this year despite our schedule. I love you, Jung Hoseok. I will never cease to remind you, you are more than enough for me and my heart. I want to be nothing less for you.
Always Yours,
Panda Su