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[green78]

There comes a point in reading comments where I come thisfuckingclose to just snapping and going “YOU WANNA HEAR THE REAL STORY? FUCKING FINE!” and then just spilling all the real aspects of my life I pour into my fic. But then I remind myself that I shouldn’t have to justify things to people and/or explain them in explicit detail, so I keep quiet and just let the steam pour out of my ears.

But I still wonder if/when I’ll finally snap and what’ll make me do it.

[green78]

Hello, any readers who read this.

So a lot of people didn’t like Chapter 10 of What I’m (Not) Born to Be, but hopefully the next chapter will be coming soon and it has loads more resolution in it. There’s also going to be a companion piece that talks about events from the omega’s point of view. Soooo, um, yeah.

[green78]

Question for any and all the peeps who read my Clexa fic “So Happy Together”:

There’s an almost-finished epilogue and I kind of want to finish it EXCEPT that there are two original songs in it. I have copyright of them, obviously, but I’m still a little worried that someone’s going to grab and repost without my permission or something. Soooo, to post or not to post?

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapter 9 of What I’m (Not) Born to Be!

[frickminister]

Purple, red, grey, and black. :)

Purple - 10 facts about my room:

Umm...my room is black, red and white themed in most places. I have black curtains. I have 11 signed photos/pictures with celebrities up from comic cons I’ve been to. I have 3 posters, 1 frozen, 1 big hero 6 and 1 game of thrones. I have a double bed. The bedding I have on at the moment is frozen. My room is facing the sunset so I get a really pretty view at night. I have an xbox360 in here. I have a book sheld with 1 shelf for lego, 1 and a half shelves for DVDs and 1 and a half shelves for books. I have a white board on my wall. 

Red - 5 facts about my best friend:

I have quite a few best friends but the best friend that has had the largest impact on my life is @estoyhella. She has super awesome hair that defies gravity. She’s super smart and I have no idea how she manages to hold all that information in her head, that must be why her hair is so awesome, its storing the information. Her and her boyfriend make the cutest couple ever. She’s absolutely hilarious and you;re lucky if you ever get to meet her. Just a few seconds talking to her will make your life so much better. 

Grey - 2 facts about my favourite things:

My favourite fictional characters are Ruby Lucas and Angie Martinelli because I relate so much to both of them and I’ve roleplayed as both of them for a few years so I’m super attached. My other favourite thing that isn’t my friends is probably food and what isn’t there to love about food. Especially like cake and burgers and cookies and pizza and stuff. 

Black - 1 fact about the person I like:

She doesn’t realise how amazing I think she is and that makes me really sad

[nerdsbianhokie]

I want to eat pizza and talk fanfic with you. :)

That sounds epic, I’m in

[frickminister]

Questions 1-50. :D

1: What is your name and does it mean anything?

Ella Jane :) And its Ella after my mums favourite grandmother and Jane is a family tradition for all the guys to have James as a middle name and all the gals have Jane. 

2: How long have you known your best friend?

I have multiple best friends, the oldest one is 7 years and the newest one is about 9 months ago?

3: What position do you normally sleep in?

On my side, kind of in a ball with my hand under my pillow haha

4: Were you a part of any “clique” in high school?

I was a loner for a long time and then obviously the nerds because I’m me lmao

5: Who was your favorite teacher in high school and why?

I was a teachers pet so I had loads of fav teachers, but I had a crush on my english teacher so I guess she was ultimate fav haha

6: Do you wish to travel a lot?

I really want to travel

7: Did you participate in any sports while in school?

Nah m8

8: Show a sample of your handwriting:

Separate post

9: Have you ever given blood?

I get ill when things touch my veins so sadly, no :(

10: Do you like the way that you grew up?

Meh, not really. 

11: Do you like your siblings? Why or why not?

I have one younger brother and I love him haha

12: How did you meet your best friend and why did you become friends?

Oldest one at secondary school and the rest all at college

13: Name one movie that made you cry.

Marley and Me

14: Do you prefer to read poetry, write poetry, or neither?

Write poetry

15: Things about someone that you find attractive?

Their eyes, nervous habits, their smile, etc.

16: What song are you currently listening to?

Last song I listened to was Cake by Melanie Martinez

17: Have you ever broken a bone? If so, how?

Most I’ve done is dislocated my elbow by swinging off things and I pulled it out

18: A random memory from you childhood:

I made a sand sculpture of a mermaid on the beach with my dad in Spain when we went on holiday. We spent hours on it and when we came back later for dinner, some kid was jumping up and down on it and completely ruined it. 

19: Where did you grow up?

South England :)

20: What was the last thing you watched on tv?

Him and Her

21: Do you think you’d make a good parent?

I don’t know. I’m not particularly keen on children, they annoy me. I’d probably be better at dealing with teenage stuff than kid stuff.

22: Would you like to meet any of your Tumblr friends in person?

I already have done with quite a few haha

22: What was the last dream you remember having?

I was friends with Angelina Jolie and she invited me to a charity event and I met Natalie Dormer there so I got my best friend to meet me there because she absolutely adores her and she got to hug her. It was a great dream. 

23: When is your birthday?

12th May

24: How many pillows do you sleep with?

2 on each side of the bed

25: Do you wear glasses? If so, how long have you been wearing glasses?

No but I like glasses, I don’t want to be blind but I like them haha

26: What color is your hair?

Brown but in summer it goes kind of gingery

27: Name 5 facts about your appearance:

Blue eyes, freckles, the kind of face you just want to punch, my eyebrows are alright sometimes, I were a lot of black baggy clothes haha

28: What is your favorite soda?

Dr Pepper

29: What is a strange talent that you have?

Umm...seeing ghosts?

30: How’s the weather right now?

Idk, I can’t be bothered to look but its dark and I don’t hear rain

31: Why did one of your friendships end?

I fucked up like always haha

32: Who do you miss right now?

No one I don’t think

33: Why did your last relationship end?

Wanted different things I guess

34: Are you still figuring out who you are?

Most definitely 

35: Have you ever been admitted to a hospital? Why?

Only stupid little things

36: What is your favorite restaurant?

Theres a fancy restaurant near my grandads house I really like, it’s so fancy tho haha

37: What is word that you always seem to spell wrong?

Definitely, conscious, many other words. I’m not good at spelling.

38: Would ever adopt kids?

I would rather adopt than have some myself

39: What is your favorite kind of pizza?

Ham, mushroom, sweetcorn and pineapple because I am everything evil that has been put on this earth all rolled into one being. It disgusts me that that is my favourite pizza, I’m so sorry.

40: What was your first thought when you woke up this morning?

“Wow, I don’t have a hang over”

41: When was the last time you got really really happy and why?

Last night because I kissed my crush when we were drunk lmao

42: What’s the strangest thing you’ve ever eaten?

Umm...I have no clue. What counts as strange?

43: How do you start a conversation?

I just go say hi and say something about myself if its a new person. If its a best friend I usually open with a stupid question or comment. 

44: What’s a band you’ve been obsessed with lately?

Does top count?

45: Do you come from a family “of money?”

Nah, not at all

46: Do you have a bucket list?

I do :)

47: What is your favorite series of books?

I don’t read enough tbh, either percy jackson or divergent

48: When was the last time you laughed so hard your stomach hurt?

A few days ago with some of ma friends

49: Where do you go when you’re sad?

The field near my house, it has a stream :)

50: 5 random facts about yourself:

I’m 18, I have visited 10 countries, my favourite type of food is mexican, I wore a dress for the first time in 9 years last night, I don’t know what my favourite colour is.

Thanks for the really long ask haha x

[yourplayersaidwhat]

I vote you audition for new mods via Skype D&D (it's how I keep up with my group at home). Whoever works well with the group can be a new mod. :)

That’s one way to do it! The biggest issue is definitely finding someone who shares our values and respects our readers. But that’s just so hard to figure out without some kind of extended “getting to know you process”, which takes time, and, well, lack of time is one of the reasons we could really use a new mod in the first place...